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Walking Alone in this Empty House - Ashanti - Dec 01, 2013 [dohtml] Ashanti Aranna
Maybe my heart isn't that whole Motherly Daughterly time? Ashanti couldn't be happier or more concerned. She was really happy that things were working out in the pack, that everyone was fine. She was concerned about Nina, who was like a mother, a sister, family to her. Nina who had just lost one of her children to the winter. The others needed to be safe, to be honestly, Ashanti was a terrible teacher. Not once had she met with Danica, Bane and Ashton to teach them something new. She had to get better with that. She wandered around and then back to the den where she peeked inside to see if @Nina was there. Nina meant a great deal to her and they had not talked in a long while. "Nina? Are you in here?" She asked into the den. She wasn't really sure what to do, her mind a bit jumbled. But her icy blue eyes held the old gaze. The happy one, the one that she held when she first joined Copper Rock Creek. Before all the sadness. She had moved past it all, and she felt like she had been too melodramatic. Too stressed out and depressed for far too long. She failed to do what she felt a healer needed to do sometimes. She failed to be there when others had issues, and she failed to stop wallowing in her tears and help others. Maybe Nina could help give her advice? She didn't know how to explain to Bane, well Miccah to Nina if they had met yet, that she had a child. RE: Walking Alone in this Empty House - Nina - Dec 02, 2013 [dohtml] Nina had just returned home a few days prior to a longer than expected trip to Whisper Caverns and Willow Ridge. She was not in the den resting like she should have been, rather looking for any sort of prey that could be of use to her family. Lately she had noticed that the herds had left the lore quicker than usual, which should have been expected considering how cold it was right then. It was far colder than it should have been this time of year and it caused her to worry for the development of the pack along with three of the packs most important members: Ashton, Bane, and Danica. If the pack wasn’t well nourished then their development could suffer and the alpha did not want another repeat after what happened with Tacoma. The mother still mourned and the fact that her love was not there by her side to comfort her just made the facts even worse. She had needed to lean on Mirren, a yearling, but probably another who she viewed as her child, she had, after all, taken care of him as a pup too.
She had been looking around in the forest when the voice of Ashanti caught her off guard. Swiveling her head in the direction that her friend’s voice was coming in the direction of, Nina changed her path and started towards where her new second in command was. Twitching her ears and wagging her tail behind her, she bounded towards the path that she was taking, making sure to not step on any thorns in the process. She traveled lightly and when she got towards where she needed to be she slowed down and opened her mouth to speak, "I’m right here, Ashanti. Is there something you need?" Nina had not seen the former Copper Rock Creek member in some time now but from the looks of it she did not seem to be doing badly. Unlike the last times that Nina had seen her, the woman looked to be filled with much more life than she had in the past, which was good after the incident during the spring. The fact that her member had needed to go through such a thing had once angered her, but now that everything was settled the only thing Nina felt was relief, and that was only because it seemed that Ashanti was much healthier than she had been and she was moving forward from the horrid thing that haunted her past.
RE: Walking Alone in this Empty House - Ashanti - Dec 02, 2013 [dohtml] Ashanti Aranna
Maybe my heart isn't that whole <3 Ashanti gave a smile when she heard Nina's voice. She listened, thought about an answer and responded. "Hi Nina, and yes, I need some advice. So I'm not sure if you've met him yet or not, but there is a new man in the pack named Miccah. Well, his nickname was, and is to me, Bane. That's why I named Bane as Bane. He's a very dear friend of mine, in fact, he's family to me, I love him, have since I met him. I haven't seen him since I left my birth pack, and I'm trying to figure out how to explain to him that I have a child." A bit of worry in her voice. She couldn't help but think that he might be furious that she had a child, that he would want nothing more to do with him. She took a deep breathe and looked to her alpha, swiftly lowering her tail which she had forgotten to do upon Nina's arrival. She was almost desperate for help with the situation and she knew Nina always gave excellent advice. But if he loves me than should it matter? She asked herself, and she answered herself too. Of course it matters! She clearly wasn't getting the picture. Asha sat down where she was and hoped Nina could help her out a bit. She was torn, she really was. Although there was one thing she was sure of, no pups, not a chance. She hated being pregnant with Bane, so why go through that again. Re: - Spirit of Wildwood - Dec 02, 2013 [dohtml] Look Out!A fight broke out between two male mountain goats. Hunt Opportunity [/dohtml]RE: Walking Alone in this Empty House - Nina - Dec 15, 2013 [dohtml]
RE: Walking Alone in this Empty House - Ashanti - Dec 15, 2013 [dohtml] Ashanti Aranna
Maybe my heart isn't that whole <3 Ashanti nodded to Nina and she listened, the woman she considered to be a mother to her had told her to tell the truth. The issue wasn't whether or not to tell the truth though, it was how she was going to tell him. How could she just tell the wolf that meant so much to her what had happened and expect him to not be furious? She had failed to protect herself, something she had promised her family that she would do. "I intend on telling him the truth, everything. I just don't know how to Nina." She said, her voice shaking as the words slowly came out of her muzzle. A small frown reached her, the words that she had thought up, an explanation to him, nothing was worded the way that might be easiest to understand and it worried her. If she couldn't tell him, then she'd have to live with the guilt and the pain that she might lose Miccah. She couldn't let it happen. There was desperation evident in her eyes when she had told Nina. She wanted to tell him the truth, but if she couldn't explain it right, then he might misunderstand and leave them all for good. It would leave a hole in her heart, another one, that could never be filled. He would do to her what countless others had, what Isen had done. What everyone who had abandoned her had done. There weren't many, but those who had, were dear and close to her. She still had Nina though. Nina was like her mother. She was always there. RE: Walking Alone in this Empty House - Nina - Jan 03, 2014 [dohtml]
RE: Walking Alone in this Empty House - Ashanti - Jan 03, 2014 [dohtml] Ashanti listened and she was confused. How was she suppose to not think about what she was going to say to the man she loved? How could she not think about how to explain that she had a child? Ashanti listened further as Nina suggested spending some time with Bane and a sudden sadness appeared in her eyes. "Nina, he hates me. If I were to try, he would shut me out just like he did when I told him about his father.... I-I don't know what to do." She murmured with sadness inflicted in her voice. "He goes to you for everything Nina... I'm a terrible mother." She told herself bitterly as she looked at her paws. She love Bane very much, but she didn't think that he realized it.[/dohtml] RE: Walking Alone in this Empty House - Nina - Jan 19, 2014 [dohtml]
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