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RE: I have always been a storm - Calanthe - Aug 12, 2015 [dohtml] Calanthe's ears pricked as Raela spoke. Round Stone Crest already had a scout, and so the position didn't need filling... It seemed as though the leaders could still occasionally assign roles on their own, but otherwise Calanthe appeared free to pick out her own role, as long as it wasn't already taken. The feeling of freedom the realization brought with it was... a little heady. It was difficult to focus back on Raela as the next questions came her way, and harder still to calm the swirl of memories those questions brought - memories of Cathair her brother and Barran her father dragging their latest catch to one of the caches, their pelts streaked with sweat from the kill. But as for herself... "I haven't had any training towards hunting," she admitted. "I managed to do well enough for myself... sort of... but I've never hunted for a pack. I didn't manage to take down anything very large even right after the fire." She grimaced, then added, "Although that might have been because I burned my paws, and didn't move for a while until they had stopped aching quite so much. By then I was hungry." "Not that I'd mind becoming a hunter," she added honestly. "I just... might take a little while to learn how to hunt decent prey. The pack can't be expected to survive on old rabbits, can they?" She smiled weakly at her own joke. Her belly churned with nervousness, though. What if she really wasn't useful? What if she turned out to be awful at hunting? Would there still be a place for her here if she wound up being a poor fit for any of the other roles? They didn't need a scout... Suddenly that free feeling was more sickening than giddy; her paws curled again, betraying her worry, though she hoped it was otherwise relatively hard to spot. What if they didn't need her? RE: I have always been a storm - Raela - Aug 12, 2015 [dohtml]
[/dohtml] RE: I have always been a storm - Calanthe - Aug 12, 2015 [dohtml] "I do want to learn." The words were flung out like a physical thing, grasping at the chance Raela was giving her here. Anything, she wanted to add - but didn't. Anything at all. Whatever the pack needs, I can learn to provide it, if I'm given the chance. She took a breath, then added more calmly, "It... would be good to start as soon as I could, too. If I wait too long, I might start getting lazy, and that won't really help anybody." Neither would it help her stay necessary enough to remain here. "And I wouldn't mind having you as a teacher," she said earnestly. "Or Gent, for that matter, although he's..." What was a polite way of putting it? "A little intimidating, sometimes." But no more so than Barran had been. That was the part she knew wasn't polite to add, so she kept it to herself. Her ears pricked at the mention of Minka. The queen, a hunter? That was... well, different. The royalty of Spirit's Gamble had never hunted, at least, not in Calanthe's lifetime. Their strength was kept for fighting off intruders and competing predators - and punishing the odd outburst among the pack. Still, Calanthe wasn't willing to doubt Raela, either, especially when she was giving out such helpful advice. Her next smile was a bit more natural as Raela commented on her own former pack. "That... makes me feel a bit better," she told the other woman. "I know I learn pretty quickly, so once I'm back in shape maybe I'll turn out to be a fairly decent hunter after all." RE: I have always been a storm - Raela - Aug 14, 2015 [dohtml]
[/dohtml] RE: I have always been a storm - Calanthe - Aug 14, 2015 ooc: Reading the family section of this might help explain OOC the comparison Calanthe makes in this post. [dohtml] Calanthe definitely perked up to hear that Raela was willing to teach her to hunt so soon. She liked the woman, and the chance to finally start becoming something at least resembling a helpful member of her new pack was nothing short of a shock to her system - a good shock, one that even simply contemplating made her feel just a bit less like some ambisinister little newborn pup. Like Raela, the pale-furred wolf turned an irritated glance on the continuing storm outside. Dratted weather... As if in response to her sour thoughts, a fresh blast of wind blew by their shelter, filling it anew with cold air that chilled Calanthe through the thin patches in her fur. The she-wolf grumbled and lowered herself closer to the ground, finally laying down completely to keep in what warmth she could as she turned her attention back to Raela. "I've noticed that," she commented in response to Raela's comments on Gent. "He really loves those pups." Raela's offer to explain about any of her pack mates was another welcome invitation, one Calanthe was quick to take her up on. "I haven't really gotten to know anyone very well," she admitted. She'd been too busy recovering and trying not to shrink away every time somebody so much as glanced her direction - although that wasn't to say that she hadn't still been watching and listening. She knew some things... just not nearly as much as she would like to, and certainly not as much as a new member to the pack should know. "It's... very shocking, being around so many others again. It doesn't help that you're all strangers," she added with a smile. "But one thing in particular does come to mind..." She hesitated, keenly aware that this was extremely rude to ask, but she couldn't help herself. "The pups... Kino, Ari, and Draven... are they really Gent's? None of them quite... seem like his. They all clearly love him," she hastened to add, "and he seems like he'd die for any of them, but..." She shakes her head helplessly. "I don't know. I might be misreading things. But something seems different." From the way Barran was with us, or the way the other fathers were with their pups. Gent acts more the way Barran did with Lumusi and Mateu. Again she kept the comparison to herself. It was bad enough she was saying anything on the subject at all, instead of keeping her big mouth shut. RE: I have always been a storm - Raela - Aug 14, 2015 [dohtml]
[/dohtml] RE: I have always been a storm - Calanthe - Aug 14, 2015 ooc: Aaaaaaand fading out. Go team! [dohtml] Calanthe cringed even lower still as she listened to Raela's explanation. Oh. Oh. No wonder it was never outright discussed - but it was still there, constantly, in the way the older members of the pack sometimes spoke or looked. There had seemed to be some sort of lingering shadow over them, and maybe that was part of why Calanthe felt so at home here: It was the same sort of shadow she carried still with her. That really had been an incredibly rude question to ask... "Thank you for sharing that with me," she murmured after a moment. "I'm... glad that I know now, so that I won't open an old wound by accident." She dropped her eyes again - but perked up at Raela's mention of the little ones. The other wolf had a fair point: The pups were too young to judge, and didn't have the firm views of the world that an older wolf would. They would definitely feel easier to bond with than their older pack mates. "You're right; they probably aren't a bad place to start - and I like little ones," she added with another tentative smile at Raela. Then she turned her eyes back to the storm again, squinting against the slight mist that sprayed in at them. This storm wouldn't last much longer - and like every other storm, it would leave peace in its wake. Some things might be broken, but they would make way for new things that were stronger. She could only hope there were better things ahead for her, too. She was tired of the storm. |