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RE: I'm sure I heard you sigh, floating in between where our worlds collide - Aleksei - Jun 15, 2017
RE: I'm sure I heard you sigh, floating in between where our worlds collide - Lenae - Jun 15, 2017 Aleksei. That was a name she would remember and hopefully for good reasons too. And yet-much to her horror and dismay- it seemed as though that wasn't to be. That the universe wasn't done with dredging up the past and throwing it in her face. At first she thought she misheard him, or at the very least it was just a coincidence. After all, it was such a pretty name... But then he continued and her blood ran cold. There was no mistaking it. This couldn't be a mere coincidence, what were the odds? Lenae used to believe in all sorts of mystical fairy tails, in the legends that surrounded her forefathers. But now she didn't even believe in the Gods, let alone fate or chance. This wasn't some heaven sent blessing, her ancestors weren't giving her the chance to reunite with one of the few family members she had left. No, this was the world being cruel, as though it was kicking her when she was already down. The real Everly was gone, Lenae had no idea where, but the fact that Askan was here was a good thing! Or at least it should have been. If she had been stronger, she would have mustered the courage to seek him out, to take solace in his company like she used to. But now? The mere mention of his name was more than enough to make her shiver and shake as though she was caught in the middle of a snowstorm. Tears pricked at her eyes as she struggled to breath. No no no, she wasn't strong enough. She couldn't face him. Why why why was he here? This wasn't right, it was wrong wrong wrong. And sick-or rather she felt sick, lightheaded and in pain. Her head hurt, her eyes ached and worst of all it felt as though Aleksei had just torn her heart out of her chest and stomped on it. Her frantic gaze flickered to the ground and she half expected to see it smeared with her blood. Was she okay? That was laughable. She couldn't even remember what it felt like to be whole, not anymore. "I...I can't-why? I have to...Go.Please." RE: I'm sure I heard you sigh, floating in between where our worlds collide - Aleksei - Jun 15, 2017
RE: I'm sure I heard you sigh, floating in between where our worlds collide - Lenae - Jun 15, 2017 Of course he hadn't intended to upset her, but he had done so nonetheless. The past was supposed to stay just that, out of her head and behind her, where it could do no harm. And yet, once more it conspired to hurt her, to ruin her.It was almost incredible how much pain a few words could cause, how deep they could cut, right down to the bone. She wanted to sob, to scream at the sky, to curse and' proclaim haven't I been through enough?!' Apparently not. And she knew that if she was ever forced to face her remaining siblings she would just end up dragging them down with her. If they was still alive-which she wished with all her heart they were- it was best that they continued to live in ignorance. They didn't need to know about what had happened, nor the suffering those they had called family had gone through. It was Lenae's burden to bare and she would carry it alone. As much as she wanted to deny it, there was to more to it than that. But oh, how she missed them. How lonely she was without them, it was crushing her slowly but surely, day by day. Just the mention of their names, the knowledge that this stranger she'd never met before knew them, had spoken to them and had quite possibly touched them. Well...It broke her heart into a million shards. If only she had the courage to do the same, to seek them out and speak the truth. It was clear that Aleksei was trying to make amends, to right his wrongs and for that Lenae should have been grateful. But she wasn't. Sorry wasn't going to make the pain go away and food nor water was going to bring her loved ones back and erase months worth of trauma. It was all for naught really, Aleksei was wasting his breath. And yet she wanted to stay, she wanted help. She felt like she was drowning, her nose just poking above the surface and all she wanted was for someone to grab the scruff of her neck and haul her out. But then her mind went to the dark place, where her fears lingered like spiders in cobwebs. What if he was bad? Wasn't she safer on her own? Wouldn't it be easier? Lenae shook her head. "I'm sorry Aleksei." And with that she turned tail and ran as fast as her wobbly legs would allow. |