Elettra surely thought her a miserable fool listening to the voice of her heart. Jaysyek did not know any other way to be, as much as Elettra could not change who she was. The silver, and white lady wanted nothing more than to tell Elettra what she most wanted to hear. Borden,Kiche, and Vlarindara were only here for them to remove once and for all from Grizzly Hollow. It wasn't true, and sadly Jaysyek knew it was more likely to be the parting of ways for Elettra. It hurt to do this to the one wolf who had stuck by her side with all the hell they'd went through, and how Elettra had suffered in everyone's abandonment. Jaysyek could not blame her for questioning her. She had questioned herself if what she was doing was right. The only guilt she had now was what she was doing to Elettra.


Jaysyek had been most wary her own growls would not be heard, she had not known if she'd be able to stop El. When all it took was a growl for her second to stop, Jayse was only hit with more shame, and guilt for what she had assumed. Elettra had always been loyal to her, how could she had thought after all this she would not listen? None the less Jayse was happy for Kiche's sudden courage, and to know he was standing up for Vlar. The fact Borden was suddenly beside her helping her, made feel more firm in her actions, and her choice. Might as well get every hurtful cut she was going to do out at once, Vlar's return wouldn't be the last.


She would hide her fangs, and her eyes would sadly meet the silver pair of her friend. Would Elettra consider them any more after all she'd done? If she stared deep into the liquid silver wishing to offer her thoughts, and know Elettra's. It never worked that way. She did not flinch as her Second would snap at Kiche demanding her space from him. If he was wise he would give it to the woman, and let there be some kind of peace. Jaysyek flicked her eyes to the ginger man, if to help him in his actions. When Elettra tunred to Borden, the edge of her black lip curled and she eyed Elettra with a warning. It was not because she didn't think Borden would stick up for himself, but to assure Elettra he was not in the wrong. He was Second now just as Elettra Archer. Half of the leader knew it would not be good enough for her. She would probably never let the past stay where it was. White ears kept flattened to her head, and her mismatched eyes were blazing not so soft as they had been when first gazing to Elettra. She heard the words, aware she was holding back. Jaysyek much wished she'd would utter them, and get it all in the open. She was surprised how tight lip El had become, as with Kiche returning home she'd said more. Wait, that was only after she had defended the man. Could Elettra really not see Kiche, and Borden were backing their leader up against her? Could she not see beyond the past?


Jayse's body relaxed to a point, seeing Elettra submit, but she was at the ready. It wasn't because she thought Elettra would attack her. That was something she could never believe. Once more the black, and silver lady would tell Kiche to beat it. This was when Jayse rose from Vlar, taking a chance to look at her pathetic body. She gently nudged her with the tip of her nose. "Vlar?" She asked, seeing the withering breath working from her ribs. She was alive, but she wondered if she was concious any more. Elettra ironicly would probably be the only one to know how to help her.


Glancing up she heard the question of her hushed voice, and saw her own betrayel. The same time she saw the want. Before she could explain herself, or make a thought of what to even say, it was followed by another. She did not miss her fleeting eyes to Borden. It must be so plain now they were no longer broken pieces, but one again. How Elettra had said it, as if she'd committed a crime hit home. She deserved that didn't she? She deserved no kindness, not after this. But, Elettra she deserved the truth, and a choice. After a moment of silently staring, she turned to Borden. "Can you guys give us a moment?" She asked trying to keep both a mask and voice of indifference. One last look to Borden, she padded over to her Second. "I will tell you everything, but will you help me? I can't let her die, not like this." She whispered, though quite ready for her request to be denied after all she'd done she was unworthy of Elettra's friendship.

Jayse's request would be taken as an insult. It wasn't the fresh wounds that worried her, it was the mere state Vlar was in. She looked like she would become a ghost any time. Elettra was taking care of Alexander, and she'd supposed she was hoping for something to keep Vlar's heart beating. It was too much to consider, and request. The Grizzly Hollow Leader believed helping Vlar was a crime. If Elettra couldn't see nor understand she would no longer waste her breath. She would deal with this in a cool headed manner. Though she was tired of feeling the younger sister who could never make the right choice.

"I understand, butI wasn't asking for you to fix this for me.....just to help me. This is my mess, not yours," she stated keeping her tone level while glimpsing to the familiar eyes wishing Elettra might feel, and know what she did. They were polar oppisites, but Jayse would never deny she'd ever had a better friend. "Elettra I don't want you suffering because of your loyalty to me, and the choices I have made. I know you can not trust those I've let return. Why should you?" She calmy spoke, wanting to convey so much to the dear lady. "But, I want to clear the record for everyone's sake Vlar did not attack me. She challenged me, but it's I who attacked her. Anyone want to condemn me?" She paused looking around as if someone might shout guilty, guilty, guilty at her. It was rather silent, and she briefly turned to Vlar. She'd been aware of the words she'd muttered, but Elettra was ignoring her. It was in a moment of anger, how sick she was of trying to hold the pieces together, and fix every damn broken thing she let her eyes rest on what was left of Raigo's sister. "Vlarindara, I expect you to find a damn good reason to keep living, and to remember the proud wolf you were understand me? Until than I do not want to hear any more appologies." She let out a feeble snort, and raised her head. She was done, and her patience tried. She was more than ready to have a decent night sleep. This night was far from over. Eyes shifted to her Second, recalling the wrods about the spiderwebs. They hit some memory in Jayse, somewhere she thought someone had said they had many uses. It became clear Elettra might not turn her back on her yet.

"Thank you," she murmured, much more in her regular tone. She stepped over to the silver, and onyx lady. She briefly grazed her cheek with the tip of her muzzle, and quietly sighed. Her mismatched eyes had softened, and looked even sad in her tired mask. "Elettra I want you to be happy, and if you don't want to stay in Grizzly Hollow I understand, and would never hold it against you. And I want to make it clear no matter what you will always have a home here, and I want you to make a choice for you.. You are not blind to the changes, and you should not have to suffer by the choices I have made," she softly spoke for only her ears. Then she kindly gave the lady her space, letting her think. Jaysyek hoped she took the true meaning the leader meant. Elettra would always be her fierce,loyal guardian, and friend. If she wanted a different life she should take it, but there would never be a time frame for Elettra to go. There would not be one long enough for her not to be welcome to return. She then swiftly headed to her medical den, hoping to see where the remedy was stashed.