The world seemed to be moving at light speed while she was stuck at a standstill. Her body was under severe stress due to her pregnancy, gait changing drastically and stopping often for a break. She was only a few weeks in and she was beginning to wonder if something had gone wrong. Her appetite had been fine and she hadn't brawled with anybody yet despite Morganna's slight warning of ranking up. What was the point? She was being booted anyways, so why do anything? She wasn't going out of her way to provide for that disappointment. Fuck. Her. Although she did like the Ridge very much, it was degrading to something she would rather not stick around to see. Along with the way things were around her, she was feeling more. She was never one to stop and smell the flowers, but a slight appreciation for nature and it's future was developing. Her thoughts were increasingly self centered, nobody else mattered. Yet she would be lying to herself if Skoll's absence wouldn't hurt. Despite his recent betrayal, she still wanted her child to be brought up with a father figure and even though she couldn't love him, it didn't discard the fact that she still wanted a partner to lean on. But she would do what she had to, because lets face it, she'd been white-knuckling it since the start.