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everything's not lost - Borlla - May 16, 2013 MG wolves are welcome but not too close, thank [dohtml] The air was warming, a wonderful sunny day greeting the woman. Her new home was a paradise, her new life: heaven. But this particular day was less than wonderful. She'd hardly gotten any sleep, the restless souls within her stirring, threatening. Before the sun had risen, she'd began to pace outside of her den, tempted to wake Phineas, warn him of what was to come. But her mind raced, every idea put forth was quickly dismissed, focused wholeheartedly on the situation at hand. As the sun rose, steadily warming the earth, she retreated back into her makeshift den, jaw clenched, nerves adding to the discomfort that radiated through her body. But it was only to get worse. In time, there was no room for nerves, only pain, only instinct. Her paws would dig frantically at the dirt as she laid upon her side, head tilted back nose aimed towards the far wall. Her toes curled and she aimed to breathe, close her eyes and simply breathe. This pain was something tolerable now and she assured herself that it would, indeed, get worse, but she could do it. Why? Because the result would be glorious. Oddly enough, Borlla hadn't given much thought to motherhood. She had been pregnant for some time now, aware that there was something physical within her, but there had been so much else going on. And now, as the pain increase and her body went through the motions of preparing for this birth, she realized the reality of it all. She was going to be a mother. She was going to have children, her own children. Babies to coddle and adore and raise and teach. They were the final piece in this puzzle she'd been trying to work together. And this was it. As this dawned upon her, the contractions increased, the time between them uncountable. Not that she'd be able to count, let alone truly comprehend anything beyond the pain that sapped her energy. Quiet whines, folded with sharper sounds, mingled with the late morning air, the calls of birds silenced, the trickle of the creek drowned out. Mild relief was found after what felt like eons. The contractions persisted, but there was the faintest feeling of relief. Enough time for the woman to lift herself and collect the first soul that made its way into the world. A boy, sizable, but something was off. As she cleaned him, encouraging the first living noises from him, the woman quietly noted a lack of limbs. Well, limb. There were only three. A spark of panic made itself known in her brain as she moved him to feed. The events stacked themselves quickly, hardly enough time for her to register such panic before the pain picked up again, driving her to push. Hardly any time passed before the next and final body was released into the world, and as the pain receded, Borlla knew it was over. Lifting herself quickly, she freed the girl of fluids, and nudged her towards food. She seemed fine, intact. Bright orange eyes scanned over the boy again, eager to eat. Despite the missing limb, he seemed...Fine, healthy. That was all Borlla could have asked for. Sides rising and falling greatly, Borlla laid back again, eyes fluttering closed as she let relaxation take over again, sweet relief, pride and pleasure. It was far too many emotions to take in at once, yet she did somehow. The pieces were all fit together now. Her world could be at peace. <b style="color:#32527a">"speech." RE: everything's not lost - Phineas - May 16, 2013 [dohtml] [/dohtml] RE: everything's not lost - Borlla - May 23, 2013 [dohtml] The desperate need to be assured and yet totally abandoned raged within her. She'd driven him from their quarters with her own pacing and whining. She refused to be comforted, touched. And eventually, when the deed was done, she found herself glad for the silene, just a moment to recover, collect herself, ensure that they were alive, in one piece. And for the most part, the two lovely souls were. She'd easily come to terms with the pale boy's lack of limb. What difference did it make? Within the confines of Magnolia Glen he would be safe and able to learn. The girl was rather lovely as well, all put together properly, coloring lovely. Certain she'd one day look like much of the other Tainn's had. A genetic perfection. A small little lilting laugh budded from her throat as she laid down again, relaxing, allowing her children to feed. Quiet now, she could hear Phineas's movements right outside, and her eyes shifted, watching the entrance with care as her body curled in around her children just so, enough to keep them warm. His form was evident, proud, and though her jowls lifted slightly, she made no move or sound to prevent him entrance. As he neared, she became less hostile, realizing how much she desired his presence. A smile played on her lips as his gaze swept over what they had created. Though she was certain that he'd seen what had caused her momentary panic some minutes ago. Her own smile faltered, replaced with a look more serious, though there was some protective motherly gleam within her gaze. She didn't desire for him to worry over the child. He would be strong, she was certain. <b style="color:#32527a">"He's fine. What's important is that he's breathing. Besides..." Her eyes dropped to the suckling child. <b style="color:#32527a">"He has good blood. He'll learn." Part of her refused to discuss it any further, at least right now, and such a desire was clear in her voice. <b style="color:#32527a">"speech." RE: everything's not lost - Phineas - Jun 03, 2013 [dohtml] [/dohtml] RE: everything's not lost - Borlla - Jun 03, 2013 [dohtml] Borlla wouldn't let herself linger on her boy's disability. It would probably always hover in the back of her mind, but she would drown it out. He'd grow up perfect. There was no arguing that fact, because she would ensure it. Her tail beat out a quiet little rhythm for a moment, and she shut her eyes, giving herself another moment or so to just breathe. When she felt herself begin to doze off, her eyes snapped open, and she would laugh weakly, wanting nothing more than to just go back to sleep after such an exhausting task. She'd worry about the finer details later. They were fine, she was fine, if not sleepy. She wouldn't allow herself to worry, though it would certainly come down upon her hard later. Every little snuffle was likely to throw her into some sort of frenzy. Her eyes followed Phineas silently, smiling warmly as he moved around her, settling at her back. The woman breathed a sigh of relief. Everything just felt complete now. Well, almost. He'd brought up the important matter of names. Quietly she pondered this for just a moment, eyes nearly fluttering shut again. Wrenching them half open, she turned her head slightly to look at him. <b style="color:#32527a">"I quite liked Hypatia and Kyros. They seem..." Her voice trailed off as she looked down at the two tiny bodies nestled against her. <b style="color:#32527a">"Fitting." She looked back at him again, wondering if he'd find the names as agreeable. Regardless of what their names were, she was certain she wouldn't love them any less. Well, maybe that wasn't entirely true, especially if a name was especially dreadful, though she couldn't conjure something that terrible up in her current state. <b style="color:#32527a">"speech." RE: everything's not lost - Phineas - Jun 04, 2013 [dohtml] [/dohtml] RE: everything's not lost - Borlla - Jun 06, 2013 [dohtml] Everything felt so odd to her. So long had Borlla lingered on the past, reliving every terrible moment, each terrific deed she'd committed, time and time again that she'd locked herself into a cycle. She could never change, nothing would ever be different. She'd destroy every good chance before it had a chance to flourish. But the past months had been different. She remained by Phineas's side, dedicated, steadfast, determined to change the fate she'd given herself. Loneliness had been her whole life. She'd alienated herself from her family, from those she loved. But here she was now, the opposite of how she'd been. For once, her past was not something she dredged into the current, but mere memories to be recalled at will. Everything had changed so drastically, she hardly had time to catch up. Genuine happiness was what she felt now, no undercurrents of worry that something would be waiting to ruin it all. Tired, Borlla could help but lean back on Phineas, glad for his support, both physical and otherwise. Her eyelids fluttered, though she would not look away from her children yet, as though sleep would make them disappear. Sleepily, she leaned down, licking each of them gently again, trying to ensure they were real, still there, and they were. Humming quietly, she tipped her head back, watching her mate now, silently. His words hung in the air and she was startled, all traces of exhaustion had faded for a moment. A tiny flame warmed her chest, and she gently licked his cheek, <b style="color:#32527a">"I love you, too." She answered, smiling as she pressed herself against him, and let her muzzle tip into her chest, tempting sleep to come now. <b style="color:#32527a">"speech." RE: everything's not lost - Phineas - Jun 17, 2013 [dohtml] [/dohtml] RE: everything's not lost - Borlla - Jun 18, 2013 [dohtml] This would be her life now. In her sleepless mind, she was pulled through scenarios of grandeur. Of course, life was never like that. Sure, she'd be happy, but it wasn't like some fairy tale. Her mind ran away with itself, however, causing the woman mild distress. It was hard to sleep with all this thinking. Groaning quietly, she shifted slightly, letting her ears search for something calming. The suckling of her children. That seemed like a good place to start. It was rhythmic and quiet. She smiled, filling her mind with dark, willing sleep to come over her, to lock her in this picturesque moment until consciousness found her again. In time, monotony would come, and she looked forward to that. To knowing what every day could bring, knowing that she was finally doing something with her life. Something good, something selfless, rather than selfish. She looked forward to finally meeting her packmates and getting to know the man that had fathered these wonderful children. Maybe she'd search out Corinna one day and try to right things with her, and perhaps Triell would still be about, and Borlla would fix things with him as well. A list worked itself out in her head, somethings possible, others impossible, until she finally drifted off to sleep.<b style="color:#32527a">"speech." (blah blah crappy exit post ;;) RE: everything's not lost - Phineas - Jun 25, 2013 [dohtml] [/dohtml] |