March 19th; Afternoon; Heavy snow; 26 ° F, -3 ° C.
How long had it been now? Rook wasn't sure anymore; in this part of the territory, his head felt like it was spinning and his balance was threatening to turn the world upside down. At about this time last year, he and Quil had been all wrapped up in one another. Now, she was still absent from Grizzly Hollow, from Relic Lore (perhaps), from his life, from their son's life... If fate would have it, maybe Tomen would not be receiving any full-blooded siblings from Rook this year. No matter, he had known from the start that Veho had already taken to the idea of fathering a brood of his own, one that he could share with his partner (and, as Rook assumed, with Oula). The notion that Veho was preoccupied with the brigade-borne woman was what had the Lyall in such a state of mind in the first place.
If anything, it wasn't jealousy, that was for sure. The only telltale sign why this wasn't the case was because every time he he happened to dwell upon what the two of them might have been doing, all Rook desired was to be with them - to share Veho with Oula... to share Oula with Veho.
Rook had reverted back to his mousy self sometime back, though. Having shed his responsibilities as Grizzly Hollow's Leader, he also happened to lose his assertiveness, inklings of it only apparent whenever he had a chance to steal the Macieo away for a moment of closeness (and reassurance).
Sometime during his leisurely walk on the way to Veho's medicinal den, a gathering of snow clouds had begun to cover the ground in a thin blanket of frost. Having already shed most of his winter coat, Rook looked almost out of place, seeming too skinny and fragile for the sort of weather that was appropriate for the thick of winter. The chill barely bothered him at all. With coupling season dragging past its middle mark, the warmth of his skin and the surge of testosterone kept him comfortable against the spring snow.
He came around the old cedar whose tree roots were exposed from the river some years ago and smiled when he finally came to see the Grizzly Hollow infirmary. His nose told him the Leader could have been around not too long ago, but instead of opting to wait for Veho's return, the Lyall allowed his feet to carry him along his partner's departing trail, hoping that it wouldn't be long until he caught up to him.