Things are going downhill fast... AW but @Niles
Cas had known for a very long time that this was coming. Winter was fast approaching, and with it brought snow, and with the snow came cold, and with the presence of cold was the presence of pain. The young alphaess had actually been in a pleasant mood that morning - the pain was there, but it wasn't overwhelming. Instead of taking the lessened pain as a blessing, Castel had completely disregarded it and decided to make the most of her day. She made a game for herself out of chasing the falling snowflakes, bounding over a few of the snow drifts that had formed between the tall, orange-leaved trees above her.
It had slipped her mind that Draven was gone. That there were no more herbs. Which, of course, was fine by her, because finding Sachiel was definitely a priority. She didn't even want to admit how worried she was for the child. It was simply imperitive that he be brought home, and she understood wholeheartedly why Draven and Neha had gone after him. She would have been angry at them if they hadn't gone after him.
Regardless, today was one of those few and far-between days where she actually felt like playing. It seemed as though these were getting harder and harder to come by these days. And she was having fun. Until, of course, she wasn't.
All at once, after jumping over a small drift, her legs locked on the landing and she fell gracelessly into the snow before her. At first, she thought it was funny. It wasn't until she realized that the snow was dotting with blood from an apparent scratch she had received on her face and she couldn't move her legs that she began to realize the severity of the situation.
"Your mother bled a lot... her limbs stopped working..."
Oh.
Oh.
Suddenly, it all made sense. Suddenly, everything came crashing down as her body tensed up in the snow. Suddenly, she was fully and totally aware of her own impending mortality. Much more so than she had been in the earlier autumn, and much more calmly, as well. Because there was nothing she or anyone else could do about it, and she didn't want to cause any sort of panic among the remaining pack members... of a pack that was destined to fall apart. She did hope that, once Draven and Neha found Sachiel again, they would bring him back and somehow meet Alastor and Sahalie and reform the pack, perhaps with Tikhon and Niles in tow. That everyone could be together and be happy once again... just without Cas this time.
It was a nice thought.
"Niles!" she called from where she lay awkwardly in the snow, knowing that she would freeze to death and hurry herself along if she just stayed there by herself. Maybe her gigantic mate could help her get somewhere a bit warmer. "Niles, I need you!"
(This post was last modified: Nov 17, 2017, 03:33 AM by Castel.)