It was cold, and she was lonely.
She didn’t remember last winter being like this. She’d played in the snow with her packmates, and dashed across frozen ponds with him. Last winter had been fun and bright, if a little hungry.
But this year everything was different. There were no familiar puddles to skate across, nor playful siblings to knock into snowbanks. Her parents weren’t there to pull her out when she broke through the ice and plunged belly-deep into the frigid river. There weren’t any warm bodies to cuddle around her to make sure she didn’t get sick while she shivered in the cold air after drying off.
She was completely and utterly alone.
<i>This isn’t how it was supposed to happen.</i> She thought forlornly as she wandered through the frosted last. <i>I was supposed to be a queen…</i>
What she missed most wasn’t the thought of ruling, or the idea of having a territory to call her own. She missed him, with his playful words and sparkling eyes and the way he’d curl his tail over her nose when the cuddled together at night. She missed having someone to hunt with and travel with. She’d give anything just to have him, even if they never had a pack.
But with winter reaching its peak, that just wasn't a reality. She was hungry, and she knew the reality was that she just couldn't make it on her own. She'd smelled the pack the night before, but the border still seemed to be a ways off so she'd journeyed through the night to reach it. It was almost strange to smell so many wolves in one place again. It was so different from home that she couldn't help the prickling in her fur. Of course it was different; this was very far away from where she grew up.
Lenka sat a respectful distance from the marker and tilted her head back, calling for the patriarchs to meet her.