TW for troubled thoughts
He was almost back at the mountain haven. The boy had taken a different route, heading deeper into the woods instead of keeping parallel to the mountains. Travelling soothed his troubled thoughts, making it easier to breathe as he was too busy concentrating on not getting lost to think about his father’s untimely demise. The demise he had caused due to his negligence. What wolf froze in front of a charging deer? It had been foolish and idiotic, and it was the reason why his father was now dead. Cyril was surprised his mother didn’t hate him because, as far as he was concerned, she should. He hated himself.
He hadn’t stopped moving throughout the night for he was trying to cover as much ground as possible. He’d lingered in the Ridge longer than he had planned for. Leaving Adeltra was always difficult, for he never wanted to. He wanted to bring her north, to he mountain, but he couldn’t pull her away from her family. And he couldn’t leave his mother—not after everything that had happened. He felt bad for leaving her so often, to visit his friend in the south, but he always promised to return. All they had was each other; he couldn’t leave her on her own. Sure, Cheedo had hung around, but he couldn’t rely on her not to leave. There was nothing tying her to the land; she could up and leave without notice.
The sun had begun to peak through the branches overhead, illuminating the boy’s path as he continued north. There was a pack nearby, in the eastern part of the woods. Cyril steered clear of their borders. The last thing he wanted to do was accidentally trespass—he did not have the energy to fight off an angry pack wolf. He barely had enough energy to continue north, to his mother.