He knew without a doubt he was lucky. If Lorcan hadn't found him....he would have been..
For some reason his mind does not like the thought to linger in his head. Even for a moment. The truth is cast aside. Even then he can't ignore it entirely. He owes him his life. Even if he is far from recovery, kindness must be repaid.
Shifting from his bed, a simple dip of earth next to a tree from the rest of the pack, he rises. Food has made him stronger, but he is still slow in movement. Tediously he searches for the white lady, since he thinks Lorcan is far from his range. He also thinks it might be easier to speak to his mate of doing something in turn. She might let him, even if it doesn't hold the same weight of theirs.
He does not see her white figure and guesses she must be in the den. His nose still in working order assures him she is. Tucking in a breath he eases closer, his eyes steadily shifting back and fourth to make sure there are no others. So far so good. Still he hates to disturb her and stands outside the door, not quite able to polietly "knock".