They say "all good boys go to heaven"
But bad boys bring heaven to you
- Julia Michaels, "Heaven"
June 1st; Nightfall; Overcast Clouds; 62.6 ° F, 17 ° C.
The last time Skoll had been here, he had cast his brother into the Weir, too angry and too upset all at once. Now, when he saw the too-still waters of this part of the Lagoon, all he could see were the ripples where Niles shook his head and had near-refused to get up. It was terrible, felt terrible to relive the moment, but the Archer was all too acquainted with his own ghosts to take on more painful memories. For Niles' sake, he would remember it their little squabble (if it could be called that), but all Skoll yearned for - still - was peace. A little serpentine in his steps, he found his way to the water's edge.
In the dead of night, the little channel of water bubbled and glistened under the waning gibbous moon, but the further the stream fed into the Lagoon, the quieter it got. The Archer stepped into the shallow pool, allowing the cool waters to submerge his ankles and wrists. He had stood here before, but he hoped with all his might that he would forget the sight of Niles' submerged face. For a few moments, his eyes closed and he exhaled slowly, counting back in his head from ten.
Ten. His name was Skoll Archer, brother to the Leader Morganna and sire to the Leader Celandine's new brood.
Nine. Niles was last seen sleeping outside the pack den just before he left for the Lagoon... if he was lucky, the brute would sleep through the night, just this once...
His eyes flickered open and he sought out the forest on the other side of the water, standing as tall as he dared under the broken moonlight.
Eight. He was a father, not just to yearlings and present acting Leaders beyond the Scowle but to a pair of cubs hidden deep within the pack territory. There would be no reason to act reckless or on impulse.
Another sigh left his lips, softly hissing between his parted teeth. A gentle breeze whispered past him, bringing with it the nighttime smells of the Lore... of frogs, fresh grass and newly sprung flowers, migrating wildlife, and the new and vexing musk of coyote.
Seven. He was in good health, better than he ever had been compared to the past year. He could breathe, he had eaten, he felt stronger and mentally sharper. There were still emotional wounds he had yet to heal, lost loves to replace, and new possibilities to nurture, but he knew for a fact that he was somewhat intact. He still needed to cut some losses to set an example for his brother who was nothing but a magnet for heartache.
Six...
The sudden cooing of a mourning dove overhead ensnared his attention and he watched her fly from the shadows and out into the open air. Six, he tried to count again, his interest suddenly piqued as the pale bird found a place to perch among the bent reeds on the distant shore. "Piety," her name, while unbidden on his tongue, had taken him aback with how fresh her memory had stung inside his chest. His breathing quickened and he took a few steps back onto the shore, as if it granted him enough space from the bird to keep from hurting. His head slowly shook as he sat down to collect himself. His next words came as a whisper, meant for only him to hear, "Go away... I have someone else now."