Things were not going well. She was trying her damn best, but there was good reason why loners usually didn’t have pups, and she was feeling it! In the weeks since giving birth, Nalda had undergone a shocking transformation, her voluminous belly shrunken beneath her previous, healthy weight, looking bizarrely sunken against the square frame of her ribs; a few of which could be seen as dark lines against her skin.
She’d been incapacitated for a while after the birth, drained by the very deed alone, and forced to stay close to protect her offspring; tearing on her own sparse reserves to keep them fed. Eventually she’d had to leave, making sure that her den was as well hidden as could be, and covering her tracks behind her, but it was still a big risk. She was caught in an impossible plight, if she stayed to keep watch, they would all end up starving, but leaving ment exposing her precious to immeasurable danger.
It’s the right choice..! So she told herself, every time she left, even though it defied her every instinct. But this way, at least she might have some degree of success. It was slim pickens, with the increased coyote population decimating the usual stock of small prey as well as competing strongly for even the smallest bit of carcass, otherwise such a boon for a practised scavenger. Still she persevered, mostly travelling north to avoid any hunters from Oak Tree Bend, much more scared of them than the coyotes, whom she had so far been able to outrun; Haven’t quite used up all my luck, yet..!
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