His mother and little brother had left. A sickness had plagued the queen of the mountain, causing her to grow week during his absence. He had cut his trip short, skipping his visit to the Scowle, due to an unsettling feeling that refused to waver from the pit of his stomach. His mother had stepped down in order to focus on her health, allowing Cheedo to take the reigns of Clearwater. Although the tawny female had been a constant in the boy’s life he did not know how to feel about her leading the pack his mother had forged. He had only chosen to stay on the mountain because his mother had stepped into the role of Alpha and was pregnant with his little brother.
But with her gone—and now Lenae, too—there was nothing left for him. He did not join her, even though he wanted to, as he was not done with the Lore yet. Piety was on the mend and he believed that some time away from the Tarn, and the coyotes of the Lore, would do good for her. Especially with Valentin at her side.
Lenae’s departure was the last straw. He couldn’t stay. He didn’t even say goodbye. He slipped away after hearing that Odin and Jenny were heading south, his gangly body descending down the mountain with ease. This time he did not take his usual route. He headed further west, into uncharted forests, and did not stop until he did not know where he was. Only then did his paws cease movement, his chest heaving as he stopped next to a bubbling brook, and his ears flattening against the back of his skull. For the first time in his short life he was truly alone and while it was a strange, undesirable feeling it was also exhilarating.