and hold your head up high
The moment was silly, to say the least. Which meant that Viorel had achieved what he had sought out to do, always the class clown, even with the added responsibilities that were coming down the pike. Still, he wished that the easy laughter could have lasted a while longer, that they could have dragged the silliness out all day even. But, the teen knew that whole days filled with goofing off with his cousins and siblings was probably behind him, and getting farther behind with every passing day. Viorel laughed heartily at Sharlee’s teasing, but it was his own question that turned the mood more somber.
Sharlee’s words were as intelligent as ever, and Viorel was reminded why he chose her as his advisor in the first place. Humming lightly to show that he was listening, but still thinking of a response, his brow furrowed. It certainly was a lot to take in, and everything was happening too quickly. Finally, he broke his response down into parts to address everything that she said, ”We’ll be a new pack, and none of us have been parents before. But, at least we have Aunt Modesto here to help us, and I think the territory we picked should be safe enough for cubs.” Logistically Viorel knew they could help cubs survive, but it wasn’t necessarily the logistics of survival he was worried about.
Then, there was everything else that she said, ”I don’t know, I’ve never had a dad you know? I mean, we all turned out fine, but what if I’m terrible at it, you know?” Falling silent for a minute, he thought it all over, ”And, I have no qualms about Clover being a good mother and sticking around. I guess what it all hinges on is that I’m not sure that I will be any good at this. Leading a pack is one thing, being a dad is...different.” It did settle his nerves a little that Sharlee hadn’t just laughed in his face, and seemed to think they could do it. But, the uneasiness remained.