The words had been hard to let go, but she was not about to take them back. She meant them.

Jaysyek was aware what her choice might do. It would make the rift between Elettra, and herself widen tremondously if not break their friendship. The leader never wanted it to come to that. She wanted everyone to be together. But really could she blame El? Jayse was probably foolish in her eyes, and would soon expect her leadership to be in question. Elettra would see it as Jayse choosing those who had done her wrong, over her loyality. Plain and simple. Though she was sick of picking sides, and wanted to be seen as a neutral advocate. And she could only imagine what the impact would be. It didn't seem good. She cringed at the idea of Elettra leaving. It was just another problem to the list. Soon enough it would be inevitable for her not to hurt the dark lady becuase Jayse was coming to another conclusion, upon another wolf she knew would displease her Second as well. She saw that choice being the hardest blow. If Jayse was already set on making her life hell she might as well go all the way now. Vlar made no tell of Raigo hating her, or not wanting to see her, confirming the brother and sister should be together. Jayse wanted to patch there break, it could be the only thing she could fix. And this was how she could. She had told Kiche she believed in redemption, and she did.

"Good to hear, are you ready to come home then?" She quietly spoke, letting her eyes rest upon the other white lady. Raigo's approval was all she had needed to hear. Though Vlar's addened likeness of the idea made Jayse feel more secure in her choice. Grizzly Hollow really was home to her. "If you need to take some time, there's no rush." She dimly smiled, averting her gaze to Jasper Rocks while Vlar might decide in the end.

She left Vlar's thoughts up to her. Maybe she could not live under Jaysyek again, it could be nothing easy for her. Jayse She had great respect for Vlar for not merely running away again. Jaysyek was emapthic to the lady, but she did not know the severity Vlar had felt upon the issue of Borden, and might not ever. It was best she did not. If she did she would not be offering Vlarindara a home. Maybe food, and some sort of peace treaty between them. If she came to know how deeply Vla'rs love had been for the same man, and how much pain it caused her Jayse would believe it would be someone's final end. Jaysyek though aware there had been affections felt those were in the past with the fight, and where they belonged to stay. Life was strange enough without dwelling on what had been, and what could have. Seeing the emotion of happiness strike Vlar's tail to life did the leader's heart good.

Her ears perked up, listening to what the lady had likely been thinking about. Jayse noticed some of her boldness in those words until she'd tacked on the "it's not really my decision." This was why Vlar had irritated her on occasion. Could she not see Jayse had given her choice? Habits were habits. "That's fine Vlar, I think it'll be the wisest thing. Make sure you find me soon though, we could have a riot on in our ranks if someone thinks you're sneaking around." The children she doubted would remember much about her, and of coarse Elettra would easily wish to send her away. Borden, she had no idea what he would do. And she would not let her mind come to that. Maybe his actions would just be another source of who should remain in her heart.

"See you in awhile alright?" She said, offering a smile that did not quite touch her eyes. She wanted to embrace her old friend she did not. She offered a tip of her head in silent goodbye, and mark of respect before drifting off actually wondering if she might be able to find Raigo to tell him the news.

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