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Being alone is just lonely - Ren - Apr 23, 2012 OOC: I think this is my longest post ever {in english} xD This place, or better said this land. She felt a bit out of place. All those smells and sounds she didn't know off. Like she was something that didn't fit the picture. Ren looked up at the sky that was painted in dark blue. Within a few hours the whole world will be black and white. At least that was the same, wherever she would go there was always a black sky that came when the light disappeared. It was not much but it was something. Enough to bite into and not letting go before she saw this place as a place she belonged. Right now that wasn't the case so she wouldn't let go even if she would fall of and would drown in darkness. Her stomach grumbled loud, Ren clicked with her tongue. After her failed mission on catching birds she was still to stubborn to catch something else. Just because of a little bit hunger she wouldn't give in and eat something else because it was more convenient. Her yellow eyes seemed to shine in the dark but she couldn't care less. What she saw gave her a unpleasant feeling. All the birds where now high up in the tree reading for bedtime. Of course, she should have known that, she did know but she hoped for a late one who may hip around somewhere. That meant she had to have patience and go to bed with a empty stomach. Poor her, the sarcasm was even in her head clearly there. Ah darn, she was pissed. Hungry and losing a game. What a shitty day but she had known worse. Like you would die from a bit bad luck. Tomorrow she would go catching birds until her stomach couldn't bear anymore meat. For now she should look for a good sleeping place. If she could fall asleep fast she wouldn't be so bothered with her hunger. Ren wandered over the place searching for something nice and cozy. Dark blue became pure black and the lights were gone, except a couple of stars who tried to fill up the black sky with there light. For a moment she thought she found a good place to sleep, the she wolf already walked to the place when she smelled something. Immediately she stopped walking. Every single alarm was ringing in her head. Without moving a muscle she smelled again. The strong sent of a trail. Ren wasn't a genius or a smart-ass but everyone knew this. Never walk into a packs territory like it was no biggie. She wasn't really surprised by the fact there were pack here. Just the fact she didn't now what kind of was laying there gave her a warning. Who knows, maybe there was some big strong pack that would rip you apart if you crossed there borders. Since she loved her life she would never risk something like that. Even though she knew she had to back away since she was already quite close to the border she sat down and waited. Ren didn't know why she waited, just she felt like sitting there in the dark. Listening to the far away sounds of barks and smelling unknown scents of wolves. How could she possibly torture herself even more. She could almost feel the pack that was there but Ren had the feeling that when she would stood up and walk towards it a invisible wall would hit her in the face. The yearling groaned but she stayed there without moving a single toe. She felt cold. Everything around her was quiet. Not even a owl was making a call. Again this painful feeling was burning in her chest. Like that time she was on the hill and looked at the woods where her pack should be. A shiver came down her spine. Yeah, nothing better then sitting here and thinking about your past and thinking how miserable and pitiful everything was. Ren lowered her head, she was alright alone. She was independent and strong. She could hunt for herself if she would take her mind of those birds and she wouldn't search for danger for no reason. She would manage pretty well alone, still she felt that damned feeling of being eaten by something unknown. A sarcastic smile came on her face, she probably listened to many scary ghost stories of her elders. Fine, she gave in, only for this time. It was awfully late and she was probably annoying but she couldn't held any longer. Ren rose her head and howled for the leader of the pack. She hoped she didn't wake him up and giving him a grumpy mood. Being alone is just lonely - Indru - Apr 24, 2012 [doHTML] [/doHTML] Being alone is just lonely - Ren - Apr 24, 2012 When the sun goes down everything around her became more sharp. Smell, taste, sight for Ren it became suddenly so clear. It was not hard to notice the coming wolf. His orange eyes were bright as a star middle in the woods. Stand up or stay put? Ren thought her options over for a second but decided it was better to stand up. Sitting looked lazy and improper for this situation. Slowly she stood up while watching the wolf coming closer. It was a large male who had all the passes to be the leader. Especially with his head and tail high in the air. For a moment her yellow eyes screened the big male before her. She wasn't really scared for his size, there were quite some males who were bigger then her, but she was more afraid of being disrespectful in a way. Ren already looked up to him was it needed to make herself even more smaller? The young she wolf didn't hesitate and lowered her tail and head. She had learned her manners so she could better use them. Even though she didn't like the feeling of being small she wasn't thinking about complaining. Besides she felt quite relaxed even with the formal positions. The leader of this pack was large but he definitely didn't look frightening with the curious look in his eyes and the warm tone in his voice. 'Hello,' Ren replied and listened to his words. Swift River, so that was the name of this pack. Not a bad name, it had a certain ring in it. In the past she had heard some terrible names from her friends who dreamed for a own pack. Swift River, she tasted the name on her tongue while she looked at the wolf. I'm Ren Narish. And I was..' Ren thought for a second. What brought her here? She actually knew it already in her heart but her mind didn't want to admit it again to someone. 'Lonely.' The little word was just a whisper that escaped out of her mouth, she even didn't realized by herself that she had said that. I hoped to find someone to talk with.' It wasn't fully the truth but it wasn't a lie either. In some way she felt a bit stupid. Why did she go to a pack again? There was a good chance she could find other loners in this area, still she came back searching for pack. What if she would get hurt again? Betrayed even. Ren didn't wanted to think about something like that and threw the thought out of her mind. I know it's a bit late to call so I'm sorry for that.' She gave a innocent smile and waited for a reply. Being alone is just lonely - Indru - Apr 24, 2012 [doHTML] [/doHTML] Being alone is just lonely - Ren - Apr 25, 2012 [dohtml] http://i46.tinypic.com/33ng85j.png); background-position:top center; background-repeat:no-repeat; padding-top: 370px; padding-bottom: 10px; padding-left: 60px; padding-right: 20px; text-align:justify;"> Ren nodded, 'I don't like to be alone for too long, it seems.' How many days had past since she left her home? It should be quite some time, it was new moon when she left and several moons had past until she finally had come to here. Ren didn't like it, travelling. Seeing different places and seeing new things was fun, but sometimes there was no prey to hunt or she found a death end. After some time she had already lost the fun in it travelling. How could she have fun, when you're all the time alone. No one to talk to, talking to yourself was also a bit strange. Sometimes she met a wolf but the most of the time they ran away, ignored her or tried to attack her. She was young and she knew there were enough dangerous luring out for her if she would let her guard down. Her ears dropped a bit by the word home, the pain in her chest was there again. Stupid pain. Ren thought it was gone but it came back. She wished it never came back again, it was annoying. A pain without a scar, without blood. She couldn't lick it or scratch it to lighten the pain. Just hoping that it would vanish again while thinking about something else. 'Home..' Ren nodded again. 'I search for a place I can call home,' where nobody betrays me or turn their back on me. Somewhere I can always return to. 'And someone who can teach me how to catch birds!' She smile for a moment like she used to smile. Carefree and energetic. 'I know how to catch a rabbit, a squirrel is still a challenge but I always fail when it comes to birds.' Her voice came down to a grumble. Stupid birds. She frowned but her eyes sparkled again. Her tail wagged lively in the air. Ren wondered how the cubs from the leader would look like. Maybe she could meet them once. If they were from her age, she longed for someone from her age and someone to look up to. She felt the itching feeling she knew all to well. She wanted a game, a challenge with someone. The loneliness had vanished for a moment, hopefully it didn't came back soon. Being alone is just lonely - Indru - Apr 26, 2012 [doHTML] Hey Han, I think your table code is a little broken. Are you maybe missing a < /table> or < /div> tag somewhere? [/doHTML] Being alone is just lonely - Ren - Apr 26, 2012 Something is broken? I don't know o.o Everything seems to work just fine o.o [dohtml] http://i46.tinypic.com/33ng85j.png); background-position:top center; background-repeat:no-repeat; padding-top: 370px; padding-bottom: 10px; padding-left: 60px; padding-right: 20px; text-align:justify;"> Slowly Ren nodded, yes they probably could. If they had wolves from her ages they surely had someone who would teach them. She wondered what she should do. Thinking about her own actions it was just obvious she wanted to have someone around her. A pack who didn't betray her and a place she could call home, someone who would teach her how to catch birds and other things in life she should learn from someone who had more experience. Ren wanted to be somewhere were she would be missed if she wasn't there and were she could make friends to challenge and to play with. The leader continued with his talk, again she nodded but a frown came on her forehead when she thought about it. Of course she should have her task and things she should do in return. Nothing was free in this world, you had to work for it. That thing was already in printed in her brain since birth. It wasn't like she didn't want to give anything in return. However she hadn't a special talent she knew of. If she knew she would have give it in return, the thing was that she did from everything a little bit. Trying new things, experience and discovering while training on her fullest. 'I can't really give something since I don't have anything. I can hunt but I'm not as fast or strong as others. I can fight and like to experience new thing but I've nothing special. The only thing I can give for sure is my loyalty, trust and the promise that I'll work at my fullest to become a good member who you can be proud of.' She had nothing else she could give without fearing she couldn't make her word reality. Ren wouldn't make promises she couldn't keep or give up on her word. If she would do that she would throw away who she was. Just Ren. Being alone is just lonely - Indru - Apr 30, 2012 [doHTML] Yeah, you only have two < /divs> at the bottom of your table and you need three. :) I fixed it in your previous posts. [/doHTML] Being alone is just lonely - Ren - Apr 30, 2012 [dohtml] http://i46.tinypic.com/33ng85j.png); background-position:top center; background-repeat:no-repeat; padding-top: 370px; padding-bottom: 10px; padding-left: 60px; padding-right: 20px; text-align:justify;"> Ren knew she had much to learn and that with a pack there would be someone who could teach her everything she needed to know. He knew that to but still she felt nervous. What if she wasn't good enough for the pack. Very much use hadn't she right now, later she will but not now. With a coming litter could they have a another mouth to feed even if she couldn't help very much. You could not eat from loyalty nor trust. Even though he smiled at her the only thing she could do was nodding. Ah she hated this feeling. His nervous feeling wasn't relaxing at all. Of course it was normal to feel this way, being accepted or not was always the question. Since Ren knew from herself she didn't like to ask things from others it could be a long time before she would go to a another pack may she be rejected. She would eventually wait cause it would be kind of rude to be rejected and to walk to the other side immediately. Ren wasn't like that.
A relieved smile appeared on her face. She tried to keep herself compost but she wanted to run and jump. He accepted her, she could get a home if she wanted. Not being alone anymore, getting friends and wolves she could see as family. A real family. Hopefully they wouldn't betray her, but she couldn't think that way. So pessimistic, she should believe that would never happen again. 'I really want to be a part of your family.' Ren couldn't helped it, a huge grin was stuck on her face that wouldn't go off any time soon. Her tail wagged happy, no more alone. She would have noise around her and wolves to speak to. Being alone is just lonely - Indru - Apr 30, 2012 [doHTML] Small powerplay, PM me if you want it changed. :) I'm done, but feel free to post again to conclude it for Ren if you want! [/doHTML] |