Argent duchess was somewhere upon an unused path. Just my luck. Sarcasticly thought came to mind. Alone, completly, utterly, alone. Not a soul about nor a sign one had been this way. A muffled sigh broke from black lips. This was exactly what she had wanted, hadn't it? To head out all by herself? No Dyami bossing her, no Selena mocking her, and no Astraea telling her what a wonderful life?

This was the first time being on her own, and she had been on the move for quite a time. Right now it had worn it's welcome out, but the walking, moving,going, never stopping, it was the one thing she had that was familiar. No family,mate,friend, or even a travelling buddy. Depressing this news was, but Jayse tried not to dwell on it. She had been born with a positive nature, okay not really when it came down to things and if it was bad she'd know the right words to make everyone else feel better, even if she felt just as scared. She tried the method with herself, sometimes it worked and sometimes it didn't. Her moods depicted if it failed or not. If she was in dark, gloomy mood negative spreads like fire, and if something had went her way it was much easier to see the light. She was clever about that sort of stuff but bit by bit, piece by piece things were getting to her, drawing her into madness. As of now one of thos black moods had a hold of her. When she loved neither herself nor the world and was wishing it didn't suck for a bit of change, so she might fall off.


How long had it been since she had seen a wolf which was not her own reflection? Even if it was for but only a few seasons, the minutes seemed liked days, the days as months, and only the change of season enlightened her to time's cruelty. Tears building......trying to flow, the grey maiden sped up uncommonly,choppy stride, pressing them to leave her be for once in her life. Rage,doubt, the climax of it all clouded her vision. Timber with no business at all to have a root sticking from the ground, but none the less having one, caught the lass unaware, and sent her crashing from her thrown of dignity. The tiara met solid ground with slender frame afterward. The air knocked from the lung's cage. Weezing, and puffing then coughing, desperate attempts were made to stop the hurting, and to replace the flow of breath. Head swimming, sight temporary down, precious seconds passed and within a few more tries success. Paper thins flared, slowly in and out. Paws feeling, trying to find something a few pushed while the others flipped through the air. Tiara shaking, mutterings no one would ever hear of crude words slipped from her. Orbs showed her revolving surroundings of doubled landscapes. Rolling on her side, determined to get up, front paws pushed off the earth then pulled while hind legs were next to step. Moving her left accordingly to position, mass shifted upon it and immediately stinging,tingling, cutting pain shot into her fetlock. Puppy like whimper released. Broken, no it couldn't be broken. Oh please, don't let it be broken. Collasping more gently this time, but alas with a soft blop of flesh meeting packed ground, eyes closed once more. Bones ached, she didn't know what wasn't hurt. She wanted to get up. She had to get up. Starving to death or being eaten was not in her plans. Tiara shook, another breath inhaled to collect patience and maybe some dignity if she could manage.

"Silly Jayse what were you thinking? Nice day for a trip?" A faintly hearted chuckle, and short growl rang from her lips. Her legs won the battle, they were not helping her up. "There was a young wolf who went with her brother then left him to be on her own, but now no more does she want to be alone. Once upon a time she wanted to get away. Get away from everyone, but if only to find someone, anyone, to stay. Walking along lost, and in despair, she soon fell, tripping, tumbling crash to be without air." She sung in a soft silly tone to herself.

Tiara met the ground with a plop. Banging it a few more times didn't seem like such a dumb idea, compared to her last one. Huge breath was taken, paused, and then released hard enough to stir a few bits of rost. Brilliant, grr she wanted to kick herself. She didn't even think she had a brain anymore, it had all wasted to greyish goo with scrambled memories, and habits was all that was left. Ha, your just a giant puddle of goo. Muscles compounded tighter, nares wiggled testing for scent. Same time pointed ears rotated, straining,hoping for a sound. By chance she noticed the crunch of snow, not a loud crunch, but something. Three things happened then; she froze scared to death something was going to get her, two wondering what it could be, and thirdly out of bravery or stupidity decided she needed to look.


Pools of duo colors could not see what was near, and nostrils though trying had not the answer of what. Obviously, she had not been to awfully quite and maybe she'd scared something? Hmm, she could wish. Wiggling her limb, the pain was now numb, and even if it had burned hell or high water she was not staying laying on this damned ground. According to order front, then rear she steaded herself on front legs, putting weight on right hind, then left. A warm, tingling sensation shot up tendons, but it was easily ignored. Head high, eyes scanned the wood, suspsicous. Nothing. Breaths silent, she boldy took a lengthy stride, senses on high alert, muscles tense. The last thing she knew she could do was outrun anything. A couple more careful steps she could see the glade clearly, and it was then she noticed the wolf.


Somebody else might think, yaaa! Another wolf! And perhaps if she had not been a little scared, and extremely tense somewhere she might have felt that. She was thinking thank god it's not a bear. But this wasn't necasarily better. She had not thought these were packlands, but then again this wasn't the first time she ended up accidently where she should not be. Studying the wolf the structure appeared male, but he looked like he was searching. Perhaps he was another lone wolf? Weighing her options, she threw back the con's and pro's of approaching him. Either really stupid or really brave, or really desperate she ignored the tingling in limb and with a deep breath to settle thoughts headed in his direction.


Trying to carry herself with grace the throb of her spranged foot would not allow it the closer she got. So by the time she was three yards away, it wasn't hard to see the limp in her gait, but hoping the obvious wouldn't be scene she decided it was best to stop any way. She knew better then to crowd a stranger. "Excuse me, sir. Are you looking for something?" Thoughtful tones drew softly forth, eye of gold and blue full of curiousity, and a little of that fear.

oo;hope it's all right she detected his not so happy mood. if not i can change.
His sharp gaze cut through her, but she did not flinch even if the look caused a chill to brush her spine. The silver female kept a steady gaze on him, as if she could taste his displeasure in the air. Like a six sense. Something indeed wasn't quite right here and she wondered who had pissed in his bowl of cherrios the smorning, or if he had lost something while he looked upon her. Jayse noted mass, guessed strength, and memorized his markings in the same secons. She tried to see any warmth, but still felt she had caught him at the wrong time. Great, just great. How lucky she was. Heaven must want her life to be hell.



And what had she done wrong? Been born....apparently. She just pissed others off without even trying. What a talent to have. Duo colored orbs narrowed, brows creasing cross them as he said no. She had more questions pop into her mind, but dared not voice. Trouble brewed behind her mask, worried, troubled thoughts. However, a mask of emptiness was what she wore.


Recollecting herself inwardly she listened to his dull tone. Trying to do small talk,or as she saw it a lame excuse. Hearing no real emotion, nor real attempt at a conversation the feeling of something wrong carried in her chest. Silence hung in the air, as she did not reply to him. He did not say more, and this bad day made her own temper burn just so. Thinking how nothing ever went right, everything was always blown up in her face. Hapiness could not exist, it was like finding a magical unicorn. Jayse would never find a damned horned horse. She didn't know what to expect from him and his bluntness stung. Solitary punishment didn't seem like such a bad thing right now.

Standing tall, one step brought her one foot closer. Narrowed gaze she looked to him, and in a bold voice said, "Look I don't know what the hell I did, but if your going to attack me because I"m trespassing or whatever I rather get it over with if you don't mind. I'm sure there's a bear out there waiting for his turn." And she meant it. She already felt like hell what more could hurt? Maybe he'd end her miserable, little life.

ooc; aww okay, i was kinda wondering why he was grumpy. if attacks well jayse will handle it. oh the bear i hadn't know he had a whole thread with a bear thing going on till you said that. weird.

Even though she basicly told him to attack her, she hadn't expected him to move. Don't know why she just thought he'd ignore her or ya just walk away, blow her off. She was use to that. However finally his anger was apparent, drawn on the edges of his lips, as he answered her, and she knew she had been correct he was irritated. Lost for words her jaws hung open for a few seconds, one sound of nothing, hardly audible escaping struggling for a word. She clamped her trap shut though, not trusting herself.

Well she really hadn't planned nor wanted to piss him off more, but she wasn't even trying. If she ever found out who had made him this pissy she would indeed have to thank them. Thank them right off a cliff or something, she silently mused. Head snapped high, as he struck a note about woman, and them being all the same. It was her turn to surpress her own dislike. She hated being thought of as the same as every female, when she hate to meet when she liked who wasn't rlated. Great now he thinks your a annoying twit. But then this told her, it was most likely a female that had put him in this mood. Or females. She could understand that.

Calm breath, she blinked a couple times, her brows now scrunched in her own bewilderment. She didn't know what would be the best thing to do or say. She actually wanted to know what had happened. Good hell you are mental, don't even know him, and he's yelled, and pissed with ya for nothing, and you want to contiue talking to him? She had never said she was normal. With his anger standing his thick coat on edge it definately made him look more intimidating, and definately the word pissed. For one second she waited for the pounce. Waited for that snapping point. It seemed like he was trying to stay there, not to hurt her but who knew what his mad meter was on. On the other hand, as she stared still not daring to let her tongue go, he reminded her of a puffed up porpicupine that had also looked kinda like that, threatning to throw quills in her face. Teeth dung hard in the inside of her jowls, laughing felt like a death wish because he'd probably think she was luney or mocking him.

The seconds grew to a few minutes, and more calmly it seemed as he said she'd caught him off guard. Off guard? Something else she didn't fully believe, she hadn't been the most quiet living thing awhile ago. This might where you breath a sigh of relief, but she wasn't breathing to much still on edge between fear, laughter, and confusion. It was time to say something, wasn't it. Appoligize? What was she sorry for living? Kinda. Another second she finally let a heavy sigh tug from her lips. Slowly walking partly limped a little closer. I hadn't said she was the brightest, but it felt right to her. "Well, sir I'm sorry us females are so.... well not nice really. And me no different. But, when I find the ones who poked you till you were grumpy, I think I'm going to have to give them a special thank you." Soft growl lightly rumbled forth, as she then stopped still a distance, head low looking to the surrounding landscape.

The mulit colored male finally settled on his haunches and she decided to do the same. Leaning off her spranged leg into the softness of the snow. A humble laugh, light and merry laugh escaped her about females being confusing. How right that was. Shoulders shrugged mildy, still peering away. "Hmm, that is true, but I think males can be just as," she mused looking to gray paws knowing this encounter with him made her think so. Feeling too, no one else or anything else was about vivid colored eyes glanced to the brute, looking him over closely wondering where his black mood had dissapeared. He reclined upon his belly, and this surprised her, eyes narrowed ever slightly as he heaved his own heavy sigh. Did he feel better after letting his anger out? She knew she exploded if she kept to much in, perhaps that's why he seemed better. Or was he still holding onto something and had merely pushed it aside? Who knew.


She sat still, eyes wandering, letting him mull that over. It was almost peaceful now, the sun's rays feeling good upon her nape, the cool snow beneath her. The inner turmoil wasn't boiling so much now his attitude had changed. She wouldn't let her guard completely down, believing she could set him off again. Movement caught her eye, when his gaze returned to her. "Sorry, miss." The words were shaky, but these she believed. About to shrug them off, she paused listening intently to him. She hadn't expected him to say more, but now he was being such a proper gentleman. Appoligizing for his behavoir. Well, she supposed that meant deep down he was all right, and not just a child with a temper. Cran nodded slowly at this. "No harm done, being mad isn't a crime," she said it matter of factly in a soft tone.

She noticed his half smile, saying her thank you's wouldn't be needed. A short chuckle couldn't help but escape. A very small grin on the edge of her lips. "Well, I can't promise anything,but if you say so." She doubted she'd even know who the heck it was, and she didn't see it him telling her, or it coming up in a conversation if she met any of them. So he probably had nothing to worry about. Sniffing slightly, tip of tail twitched. So if you don't mind me asking are you a loner umm...I'm sorry do you care to tell me your name?" She figured the polite thing, and safe would be to ask. She might as well know his name if he'd give it. Noticing his ears folded atop his head, she still had a nagging about something wrong. She didn't expect him to go from mad to happy, but he seemed depressed. "You sure your all right?" Sincere question came, focus serious. It was none of her business but as they say curiousity killed the cat.