In the back of her mind Inna knew she couldn't be the only one that was nervous about having pups. She wondered if the nervousness wore off after the first litter, not that she was planning to have another after her current one. Hearing Lachesis admit that he was, more for Lilya than himself Inna nodded, “She probably feels the same as I do.” Inna hadn't planned to have a litter either but now she was and she had mixed feeling about it. Some days she was happier than she thought possible and others she was scared out of her mind. All the things that could go wrong, Naia and what happened to her, what if the same thing happened while she was having her pups. Those were the days all she wanted to do was curl up in the back of her den and pretend she wasn't having a litter of pups.
It was those days that she was usually drawn out of her den by Lorcan or Ayti with food or conversation. It helped to take her mind off the things that scared her about her pregnancy. When the men weren't around she would lay on the furs in her den and think of names for the children or things she could do with them once they were older. Anything that kept her in a happy place about the pups growing in her abdomen.
Part of her was grateful that they had plenty of members now, it tool the strain off of her to make up for having more mouths to feed. She also thought that it helped the others in Hearthwood to forgive her for her insubordination. She felt that as long as there was plenty of food to go around for everyone then she wouldn't have to worry especially since it seemed Lachesis and Lorcan both wanted her to take it easy.
“I am starting to worry less,” she assured, “It becomes hard to let go when it's become a habit. It's just what I've done since father passed away and mother took her trip.” Inna wasn't upset about it any longer, of anything she felt that even though she was young, maybe too young to have so much on her shoulders it had made her a better pack member. She had put her heart and soul into Hearthwood and wanted to ensure that her father's legacy would live well past his death.
Having the new members and three litters gave her hope that the future of Hearthwood would be a bright one. The Raven was happy that the new members also seem to accept the fact that there would be three litters in the pack and they did their part to make sure all three litters survived. More importantly Inna couldn't be happier that she had mended things with Lachesis, now all she had to worry about was her mother and Aleksei. A sigh left her at that though, she knew it would be time when she would have to face them again and all she could do was hope that it went well.
Inna considered Lachesis proposing Ayti would be a good pup sitter for all of the litters. A smile did tug at her lips because she did agree with the pale leader in his suggestion. “Ayti certainly has the energy to keep up with them all and I am sure that he would do everything in his power to keep them safe.” The Raven knee the chocolate man would care for the pups deeply and make sure they were happy under his watch. Inna knew she wouldn't have a problem leaving her children with him. “I don't think we have to worry too much about him rubbing off on them, they all are going to be to busy making his hair fall out for that to happen,” she said with a laugh as she could see the image of it in her head.