The cave was packed with all the herbs he could find within the confines of Whisper Caverns but the rest were running a little low. He sighed as he stood up and paced around the medicine den. He'd been there, trapped within the confines of the territory, and he couldn't stand it. Titan was out and about and his pupil was getting a lesson from another. He had to admit, it hurt his pride a little bit. How was he supposed to be effective if he couldn't even train his own student? Nevertheless, he had to wait it out. He went over to the back hand corner of the den and looked about for something, anything, to calm him down. Lavender was not very effective, it just made him sneeze when he breathed it in.
He started to talk to himself. No, not talk, he began to argue with himself. "Yesli by ya mog uliznut' na neskol'ko mgnoveniy. Net, ya ne mogu, ya eto zasluzhil. To, chto ya sdelal, chtoby zasluzhit' eto tochno? YA ne byl tam, kogda ona nuzhdalas' vo mne. Ona byla sleza v yeye myshtsy, i ya ne byl tam. YA nikogda ne uchil Titana o myshechnykh slez. Vot pochemu ya zasluzhivayu etogo." The arguement would go on for a good five minutes before he plopped himself back on the ground of the den with a frown. He could hunt and run the borders but he felt like he would not be very effective. He was no dominance demanding creature so if he ran into a wolf on the borders, he wouldn't be a help but a burden. Hunting was something he preferred to do with a partner because he just couldn't focus.
Why couldn't he just focus?