It was a fool's thing to do, to try and travel by oneself in the dead of winter. Ava was young, so she fancied herself okay to be thought of as a fool, and when the wanderlust set into her soul she took off with light feet. She began her journey as a strong, healthy pack wolf. The hunt was still easy, though of course she couldn't fall a deer on her own. Yet as the snow fell on and on, the hunt gradually became harder and she slowly grew weaker. Denial kept the thoughts that she needed help out of her mind for the majority of her travels. What was adventure if you backed out? If you just couldn't hack it? Tucked your tail in, turned on your heel, and headed back home to mama? Why it certainly wouldn't do, not for a wolf like Ava. So she trekked on, and on, and on, through the snow-covered forests, valleys and fields. The smell of wolf was always nearby, for there was truly no place that couldn't be touched by the freedom of their kind, but she refused to seek one out for an alliance of game and shelter. What good was she if she couldn't manage to survive on her own?
That sort of mentality wore down on the female, though, as the weeks dragged on into months. She had smelled this place for a week before she made it - the scent of wolf was thick in the air. A place like that meant game, fresh water, and shelter. Originally, she hadn't made plans to stay. But when crossing through the cold, foggy night Ava became very aware of her heavy, tired footsteps and the way her thinning fur allowed the air to give her chills. Her stomach felt hollow and her lips felt dry. It pained her to be surrounded by a plush, blooming meadow yet there was no water for her to drink and no critters scampering in the night-time for her to catch.
At last, Ava slunk to her gaunt haunches, heaving an drained breath as her movement finally came to a stop. The she-wolf in the grass looked so unlike herself: disheveled, thin, her sides rapidly expanding and contracting as she attempted to bring her body out of its exhaustion. Yet her eyes, at least, remained brilliant and clear, thanks more to their color than her concentration - though she was remaining wary of her surroundings as best as she could. She could deny her inexeperience no longer. With her last strength, Ava threw her head back and called out a howl of distress, doing all she could to keep the desperation out of her voice as she yelled for help.
When her song had finished, she dropped her head and contemplated the blow to her ego to ease her wait.