He could not stop thinking of the meeting, of how little he understood of his brother, of how unprepared he was for the responsibility that had been so abruptly delivered unto his shoulders. That he had pledged his loyalty at all to Phineas, that he had been active with his patrolling and hunting should have been far more than what could ever be expected of the Argyris brother. Hadn't he proven, after all, time and time again that he was not dependable, not capable of selflessness, not a leader? And yet something had told his paler brother that Erebos was more suited to the task than he who had founded the Plateau. It was laughable, and yet Erebos had been without humor for days. He wasn't ready for this.
The disappoint within all of their eyes, Kyna's whimpering and Celandine's abrupt departure, it all echoed his sentiments loudly, and he felt as though it were all an impossible reality. Yet he had not said no, had not pulled Phineas aside to explain his grave error, had not fled as he always had before in his life. Here he was, taking up the mantle, willingly donning the yoke, and utterly panicked inside all the while. As he had known it to be since signing up with his brother's newest pack, however, this remained to be his final chance at avoiding hell, and so as the days passed, Erebos was forced to calm himself enough to start laying out plans.
This was all temporary, after all. He was only holding things over until one of the children were ready to take over, however when he strove to figure out just how long that might be, he felt as though he would be ill. It didn't seem that any of them were prepared, and he had to wonder if they even wanted the crown at all. When finally he could take wondering no longer, he chose to seek them out one at a time. The first to appear within his mind was Celandine, Borlla's second daughter which he had yet to speak at any length with. It was unknown even to himself why he was so determined to avoid the children whose birthright he had sworn to uphold, but such foolishness ended today.
Ceasing his pacing, the man threw back his head and sent out a howl, asking Celandine to please seek him out so that they may talk.