That torn yearning which sometimes drew her eyes west, sometimes instead it called to her feet, and this evening was one of those days. The west was not only the direction of her previous life, though - it was also where she had come across the charming but broken @Mirren, the wise and healing @Veho, sharp @Yennifer, helpful and patient @Nicolò, the amiable wolves of Grizzly Hollow, @Cinder and @Rook, and perhaps most of all, her darling @Ash and his family. @Athena had not been on the mountain, just as she had suspected from his tone, but she had not been able to summon the strength to venture back down and tell him. Caught up in her own head, with her children and memories and lost opportunities, she had chosen to remain primarily on her sweet mountain. It grounded her, gave her a solid foundation upon which she could rebuild her life.
But it called to her feet this day, as the sun was making its lazy descent, and she followed it down, knowing which forest lay in its wake. Wispy and dark, almost ominous, where the wind carried whispers from nobody. Bella avoided it, knowing the woods as a thin scar which hugged the mountain, threatening to sweep up and swallow it. She did not know the significance of the place, know that her blood family had once lived there, though if she had, perhaps it would have amplified her distaste.
She had little choice this day, as her feet were called down, and she rationalised that she would not enter the woods, would stop before she crossed that barrier - but the trees came, and with ears held flat, she passed beneath them, unable to stop, pulled by an undeniable force. The incline of the mountain beneath her began to level out, and before she abandoned its comfort all together, finally she found the willpower to pause. Heart beating lightly, beating quickly, she lifted her gaze, staring at the tall, dense trees around her and trying to find the sunset through their closing fingers. The corpse of a huge tree lay before her, fell perhaps years ago by some storm, or rot, or whatever lay waste to such enormous beings. Its trunk still stood proud, dead but proud, as wide around as her body length, and several feet tall. The rest of the severed tree lay further on, pulled down by the slope of the hill and now in its final resting place, where it would no doubt stay until it rotted away completely.
Quietly, reverently Bella approached the fallen tree, pressing her nose against it for a moment to commit its soul to memory. With a deep breath and tensed thighs, she carefully jumped upon the grand log, balancing easily on its wide frame, and slowly walked down its length. She looked at each branch, each snapped protrusion, each knot and twist of the ghostly bark. Coming to the end, where the trunk split into too many branches to walk upon, she hopped down, and headed back to the stump.
Settling her rump down, Bella set her gaze upon the broken remains, and her mind wandered.