<blockquote>As the female spoke of his <i>best qualities</i> he couldn’t help but grimace. If only she knew the real him. The him that would happily watch a pup die from its own stupidity. The dark brute that wanted to murder his sister, including the half sister he had never even met. The sinister male that wanted to hide behind the very wolf that attacked her to form his own pack, so he didn’t have to conform to real wolf society. The wolf inside him that wanted to possess her, control her very soul and never let another wolf lay eyes on her. He was sure she would have a very different opinion of him then. Normally a wolf up for telling the truth, he had kept these pieces of him hidden from her, worried that the truth would take her away from him and for some reason he couldn’t really contemplate, he didn’t want that to happen.
So, he was doing what he always did best. Playing the part. Whilst everything that happened between them seemed to be natural, instinct, he couldn’t help but think that as soon as she saw through whatever happened to him when she was close by, she was going to be just disgusted with the wolf he was. He shouldn’t have cared, it shouldn’t bother him in the slightest if she never wanted to see him again... but it did.
He avoided her gaze. He didn’t want to look her in the eyes then. It felt like he would lie to her if he acknowledged the kind words she had said about him. No one ever spoke kindly of Rhysis and when you get knocked down and insulted, from birth, it gets drilled into your head that you are those very things. <i>Vile. Repulsive. Weak. Pathetic. Failure.</i> Rhysis could happily add to that list, but as he had gone to say something another scent wafted across the breeze. Another pack wolf, female, but one he had never met before. He assumed this would be the lead female. He’d heard that not many other females lived within the pack, which is another bonus to signing up here, and as soon as the dominant female broke into view and held herself in such a regal manner, he dropped into submission.
With his back on the warm ground, belly exposed and paws tucked to his chest. He felt like such a fool in front of Naira. He shouldn’t have to look weak in front of her, but he knew his place and at that moment in time it was on the floor, showing respect and submission before the leading wolf. <b>”Rhysis Aquila.”</b> he said politely with his southern drawl and minimal eye contact.
He listened as they spoke, almost as if he wasn’t there to hear it. He felt almost relieved to hear that Naira felt he was a good candidate. That would hopefully give him some credit here. He didn’t have much to add. There was no point lying. His strengths were in physical activities, as opposed to healing and caring for the pups. He made his living fighting and hunting. It was as simple as that. When Naira asked to add to his case, he felt like he had to say something constructive. He couldn’t let the lady speak for him, he had to show that he had his own mind and mouth. <b>”Naira is right. I’m a very able hunter and I have much experience when it comes to fighting. I offer my services as a pack protector in exchange for a place within your pack. I know basic healing skills and I feel I am a very confident teacher should you ever wish to have your wolves, or young, learn the skills needed to survive in battle.”</b> he paused a moment then and gave a very small smile. <b>”I’m also hoping to give my thanks to Triell, should he still be here. Were if not for that guy I wouldn’t have survived the winter and I feel indebted to return the favour in helping his packs survival.”</b>
Rhysis remained in his submissive pose. Bracing himself for either answer. An no would mean this could be the last time he saw Naira. He doubted they could meet again if he was turned away, she couldn’t come back here with his scent and her pack was obviously important to her. On the other hand, if he were to be accepted he was going to need to allow the lead female to touch him. Whilst the thought made him feel inwardly sick, he would just have to get over it and hope that the wolves in the pack would realise quickly that whilst he was a team player, loyal, he liked to keep to himself.
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(This post was last modified: Mar 18, 2012, 09:44 AM by Rhysis.)