OOC! Out of character comments here
At this point the dark woman thought that the conversation would be over after a few more breif words. This however was not the case as the next words that filled her ears took a sharp turn. Not one she was expecting at all. Her eyes went wide with disbelief as they met his. The only alpha?!? How could this be? What happened to Namid? Is she alright? Her head was swimming, everything was spinning around. Thankfully he stopped walking because her limbs were beginning to feel shaky. Guilt overruled her ten fold she started blaming herself. Maybe if she hadn't left she could have been there for them. No words were able to form on her lips so all she could do is stare as he continued.
As her alpha went on he answered some of the screaming questions in her head. Nothing physically had happened, Namid had stepped down. Moon remembered the night the twins were born and the horrible scream that came from Namid. So it made sense that she wouldnt be the same. The midnight woman wouldnt be able to imagine the pain she was going through. Ebony ears laid flat as a whine of sorrow left her lips. "I - Im so sorry. I hope youre doing alright" she said with concern in her voice. She couldnt fathom what he must be going through as well as his wife. He was right he couldnt run a pack on his own, no wolf can. Having Neha be his first choice didnt suprise the young woman. She was his blood, his first born but as he said she wasnt old enough yet. Which left Moon. The realization hit her full force. Her eyes widened even more if that was at all possible. Her head moved side to side in disbelief. How could she possibly lead? She didnt know the first thing of leadership. "Can I trust you to help me?" His words came to her almost in slow motion. Of course he could but she was unsure if she could help effectively with what he was asking of her. "Yes of course you can trust me to help. I want nothing more than to help this pack. But...but I dont know the first thing about leading or how to properly do so." She looked at him with fear blazing in her eyes. Fear of failing, she couldn't bare failing him or her family again. She had failed to save her birth family what if she failed this one as well? The young woman wouldnt be able to bare it if history repeated itsself.