Do you mind if we backdate this? Backdate it to say, February 10th?
He regretted everything.
It had been sunny when he left, the kind of sunny that was supposed to mean it would be a good day. And while it was cold, he hadn't thought too much about it because all he ever knew was bitterly cold winters. That was his first and biggest mistake, in hindsight. The brightness had lulled him into a cozy sense of false security and he didn't pay any attention to the cold, the cold that he could now see was a harbinger of a bad day. As the day stretched on it had only gotten colder, settling under his skin and fur and burrowing into his bones where it now sat. The sky had turned grey and the once happy sun disappeared behind gloomy clouds. Then, the snow had came on whipping winds.
Now, everywhere he looked it was white. Endless shades of white on white that swirled and danced before his eyes until he didn't know which was which. And the cold—the cold nipped and tore at his fur, tugging him every which way no matter how he stood or braced himself. In all, he was screwed. So very and utterly screwed, and boy oh boy did he know it. It didn't even have anything to do with the snow storm. No, it was about the fact that he was alone and lost during a snow storm that had him spooked.
He might as well have jumped back in time, to when he had lost Vic and Avery and he fell in that hole under the snow. And while he had eventually mustered the strength to climb out by himself, all he was greeted with was solitude and fear. It had been storming then, and he was pretty sure he would have died if Reyes hadn't literally bumped into him. A thought struck him, the kind of thought that had his mind whirring away and tail frantically lashing behind him. Because what if Reyes didn't come and save him this time?
The older wolf seemed so distracted nowadays, disappearing for entire days and sometimes even nights without explanation or warning. And while Cottongrass himself was no better, wandering off whenever he pleased and usually getting lost in the process, it was somehow different now. Because what if Reyes didn't find him in time? That would be bad. Like, really really bad and it would be way worse than the time he decided to go outside during a blizzard and he lost the tip of his ear to frost bite for it. Because instead of losing an ear tip or a tail tip or a toe, he'd lose his whole entire body.
A desperate whine pressed through his clenched teeth and his ears rolled back tight against his skull. The frantic lashing of his tail only got worse as he tried to make himself small, crouching as he pressed onward. Anything to keep his body heat inside of his body. He didn't want to freeze to death, not today and sure as hell not ever. His steps only came faster, big paws kicking up snow and stocky legs fighting to navigate in the mounting flurry.
And in his blind and desperate scramble forward, he walked into something.
Into someone.
COTTONGRASS
(This post was last modified: Mar 31, 2017, 03:43 AM by Cottongrass.)