April 9th; Mid-Afternoon; Broken Clouds; 37.4 ° F, 3 ° C
Along the edges of the Marsh, Niles dragged his feet. Mari had misunderstood him (which wasn't a total surprise since most wolves usually did, most especially if they didn't know him for very long) and had taken to the wilderness without a care. She had promised to take him with her but there was clearly no more empathy to spare. He silently counted his faults, his sins, his stupid and selfish deeds... All that was not honorable for either an Archer or a Lyall. Once or twice he thought to cast the name away, but found he couldn't do it. His name, even if mere syllables in spoken word, were the only things he had left that reminded him of his parents when he had no willows or family around to remember them by.
He waded into the shallows of the Marsh, leaning up against a wall of tall reeds before flattening them into some sort of bed with his body. The water soaked through to his undercoat and he remembered just what she had told him: "Don't you ever think of fucking following me, you prick. I don't need you, never did." All sorts of sour things found its way to the back of Niles' tongue and throat, all that he could have said and all he wished he had done. Regret had made him bitter to the point where he felt sick.
Hot flashes ran down his spine and he only moved out of the water to expel the contents of his belly behind a tree on the bank. Afterwards, he shakily put his paws back in the water, where the shallows barely reached the middle of his forearms. He might have laid back down on his flattened reed cot but he stood still in fear of the churning of his stomach.
we can say goodbye, just head home, but if we're going to be alone
Chimera is currently traveling with Niles and may hop into this IC thread!