And yet, she hated the role she played.
Begging on her knees was not something Kyrja was fond of doing. And even so, as the burled trees rose tall on either side of them, she knew that the time would come for her to kneel soon again. A sharp intake of breath, exhaled as a hiss; her ears twitched, her purposeful walk fading into stillness as she stood poised, listening, breathing, scenting. The winds carried something they had not carried for many months now, the telltale intermingle of scents that meant only one thing: pack. Some part of the forest around them was claimed, ruled, owned, and here they were, brother and sister, traipsing into their home. For a moment, the pale lady smiled, a cold expression that held no warmth or joy. "Brother dear," she purred. "I think we have found our playground."
And then she was moving again, trusting him to trust in her - or just trusting the fact that their minds worked the same way, spun the same webs. Or, perhaps, she trusted him to lunge at her, grab her by the scruff and force her in another direction if he disliked her choice in residence. The thought of that made her grin for half a heartbeat before the expression faded. Her proud walk, head high and step gracefully carrying her across spring-wet grounds, faded, changed, became replaced by something else - something much less certain of itself. Her head lowered, her spine and tail too. Where she previously had seemed to glide, she now placed each step with great care, as if afraid that the ground would spring up and eat her. For good measure, she laid her ears back as she brushed her side against a tree, shook herself, destroyed her carefully cleaned and patted down fur. It took some of the sleek, dangerous winter edge off her. The image of insecurity was only reinforced when the darkness retreated from her eyes, replaced by the fearful kind of curiosity often seen in a doe's eyes. Valkyrja had shed her highborn gown of white, and adopted the rags of a lower born creature, someone who knew not what to expect - someone that was driven by the need to be protected, cherished, included in a hierarchy. Someone that slunk in the shadow of a black brother, hiding the dark truth behind satin smiles and worried eyes.
Firnen first, and then someone else please <3
also Tara feel free to slap me if I shouldn't have started this xD