Ice is going to be very angry if you don't show up, Siki & Thea excused due to Real Life. :)
I'm assuming Burn took off in the Ren thread once he realized Ice's the new leader.
you do not know who is your friend or who is your enemy until the ICE breaks. He left them, again, tail high and ears forward, but the further away he came, the more his tail drooped, until he finally stopped, and sagged against a tree. His broad, white shoulder rested against the birch's cool bark, and Ice closed his eyes, drawing in deep lungfuls of cold air. He was shaking, sturdy limbs quivering, his breath uneven. Adrenaline. It did things to you. After he'd wrestled the position from Marsh, he'd still been pumped full of it, until now, when he'd moved away from their eyes and noses. With each slowing beat of his heart it bled out of his system, but in its wake came the weakness, the tremors, and he knew that it would be a few more minutes until he steadied. Gulping down more air, he opened his silver eyes, watching the undisturbed snow just ahead of him. What he'd done.. what he'd finally done... It felt so surreal, because for so long he'd been thinking about it, that he'd grown used to the thought of never acting on it. But now he had. Here he was, leader of the pack, and for a moment he felt terrified of it. Of the responsibility. Ice had never been a particularly ambitious wolf in his life. He'd been content to go along, to get away from the rather depressing home he'd grown up in, and end up somewhere else in the world. He'd found Indru, and with Indru, he'd found the River, and there he'd found a home, and friends. Indru had shown him everything a father, and a leader, should be — loving, caring, mirthful and dutiful. The guardian closed his eyes. Then Indru had left more than once. Sceral had been a constant, even if he'd been a menace, and an outright danger to Ice. Indru had been like the devil disguised as an angel, breaking their hearts with his good-natured grin. Growling, the white male pushed off his birch-perch, and stalked a little deeper into the Grove. Indru's scent was gone, swept away by rain and snow and wind, yet he lingered between the trees. Finally stopping, where the trees opened up, he tipped his head back and howled, asking for Corinna's presence. Did she know? Had she heard the calls, the noises, interpreted it? What would she think, and say? His call faded out into silence, and he closed his eyes, knowing that her approval was the one he needed the most — not Cali's, Jessie's and Ren's, readily given, but Corinna's. (Nor did he need the sight of Hotei's black hind end disappearing, but it was stuck in his head anyway.) She had been his guide and friend for the entire time, and the one who carried the spirit of the River now. Feeling his heart pounding in his throat again, he waited. .ice aesir |
I'm so sorry this sucks. I tried to write it like twice but it never got any better. :<
Edit: changed title~~