It had happened again. The itch in her paws, the ache in her heart and the longing in her bones to see more of the world had caught hold of her again and this time, quite strongly too. Even her resolution to stay in a pack, to keep holding onto the threads of a normal pack life and to stay near family had not been good enough for her this time apparently. At the first chance she had gotten, on a patrol around the borders ironically, she had just kept...going. And going and goingandgoingand-
Well, you get the idea. But she had come back. Not because she felt guilty, though she did just a tad. It was more of the fact that she was tired. Oh so tired. Oh did her feet ache, unlike they did in her youth where she could go miles upon miles before falling to exhaustion. And oh did her bones long for a comfy bed for them to rest, and in the warmth of a den that she knew was safe! This last journey had taken a lot from her and she pondered on why that was. Had her wanderlust finally been spent? Or was she simply just...tired of it all? Of finding what she thought was home only to break away after a short while, to just come back when she grew too weary? Of was it something else?
She blinked, as she shifted and her bones protested in being forced to continue walking for so long without a break. In simply moving forward. That was it! And the sudden realisation, though it should not have taken so long, saddened Senka.
When had she become so...old? She knew wolves lives longer than her, much much longer than her simple six years. But she felt her age beginning to impact on her. She was beginning to feel tired a much quicker than she used to, her bones began to ache a little more after walking for less amount of time.
The rusty wolf sighed and decided to finally rest where she was. It was near where she had first entered Relic Lore and she despaired as memories of Elettra and her acceptance of her sprung to mind, not to mention her subsequent leaving of the pack. How was the pack going? She wondered before pushing thoughts of the first pack she joined here away. No time for such nostalgic times. It would only make the sadness in her heart grow and her heart ache even more.
Her nose twitched at the scent of fresh water and she decided, after grabbing a quick drink, that she would rest. So she angled herself towards the smell of water. It would do her good to get her mind off of old memories anyway.