She did ask, after all, about his ramblings. Of course asking was quite normal - expected - but Vafri felt a little pang of anxious music thrumming at his heart strings anyway. He was never quite sure if he ought to share his feelings on the world... Sometimes in his travels Vafri met wolves who knew other stories, old stories like his, but they acted like theirs were the only ones. Sometimes he met those who just smiled and let him go on with his own foolishness, and kept their peace closer to themselves. He envied those types most days. The constant need to open up his chest and let these bright things out was dangerous; he never could be sure if he was letting out too much, or something too important. He never could be sure if he believed his stories anyway - and should he? "Uhm." One eyetooth flashing in a kind of awkward grin, he pawed at the rocky ground. Thin crystals of snow rustled between his toes. "The sky," he clarified after half a breath of hesitation. "The Great Snake, who swallows her own tail. She's watching now, you know, with that eye of hers." Vafri nosed up toward the sun in a brief gesture. "Spitting fire and all that nonsense. Just a story Mother told me. Probably nothing to get upset about." He lifted a hind paw to scratch absently at one flopping ear. It sounded stupid now the way he said it, and he half expected her to laugh or roll her eyes - because he wasn't half the storyteller he ought to be. Not enough heart for stories; not enough conviction. He was quick as winter weather when the winds blew. At least he knew it. Vafri cast a brief glance at the sky again and shook his head. Hope you don't decide to fall on me, he thought, as if she cared for silly prophets. As if either eye could see a damn thing... He went and asked about the she-wolf's eyes to gain a moment of distraction, and at least Jayseyk obliged him that. A certain smiling light came to his face again when she spoke of the sea and of sky breaking through the clouds. She might have a heart for stories, Vafri thought again but briefly. She reminded him of some things from the time before he ran off all alone, things that smelled warm and comfortable - like family. Too bad a sort of heaviness came to her voice at the end; he leaned in just a bit as Jayseyk looked down at her paws, and Vafri wondered what had happened to the boy. A bad fall maybe, or a kick to the jaw, or clumsy step... All kinds of things in the world killed wolves. Or maybe the boy was just lost and not dead... He wondered if his family ever spoke of him with eyes like that, but then he told himself that was a silly thought. No one in his family was so sky-touched. "They sound beautiful," he said offhandedly. How do you pull a stranger from their sadness when you don't even know the source of it? You don't, said his common sense, but Vafri liked ignoring that part of his brain and so he talked instead, which was the one skill he'd honed somehow on his walks through everywhere . "You're lucky," he added, voice warm rather than envious. "To know such things." |
(This post was last modified: Apr 09, 2012, 10:59 AM by Vafri.)