Raigo had been saved from his brush with death in the frigid waters near their makeshift den.... Vlarindara had felt him strong enough now, to leave on his own as she went hunting. Raigo wasn't the only one she felt was strong enough to hunt, she herself had been gaining weight and bulk with the help of her own hunts, and those of Bordens.. Borden.. a wolf she often found occupying her thoughts - though she still wasn't sure where they stood. Each time she'd seen him, he was so calm.. and working..most of the time. It was harder than anything she knew to get him to relax - goodness knows she had yet to manage such an impossible feat. She let loose a gusting sigh as she trotted through the forest, her long legs carrying her growing weight effortlessly. While she may have been tall.. she had weight to her advantage - but not height.. She was more.. stocky than a runner... Her talents when it came to prey...were short bursts of speed followed by brute force.
Odd, when she stopped to think about it. Both her mother and father were lithe, athletic and agile as were her siblings... Vlarindara, on the other hand.. was not... Perhaps that had been her problem from the get-go... When she'd been unable to dodge around the antlers of a moose they'd been hunting. The female didn't slow in her pace through the woods, nor would she have to.. Wolves had the innate ability to go for hours, possibly days at a steady lope without tiring. Obviously, they would need food, or water, and the white female was no exception. She drew to a halt near a lightly babbling brook and lowered her head before breaking the ice on top with a heavy impact from her front paws. There... Now it was more than accessible.. While she drank, she let her mind wander.. her thoughts chase their own tails in endless circles.
She wasn't much one for daydreaming.. but at times, even such a frivolous thing took her fancy.. or when she was solving a particularly difficult problem in her life. Like, what to do with Borden...and with Raigo. The question about Raigo was easy.... simple in fact. She wouldn't leave him, or let him go off on his own..unless he chose to leave her. Even if Borden stayed with the Midnight Plateu pack.. and she and Raigo weren't allowed, she had her own pack.. technically. A gathering of wolves numbering two or more was technically a pack....Even though it was just the two of them, and they were fairly young.. She lifted her head annd shook it, trying to dislodge the thoughts from it. Her legs carried her over the stream and across it..into a part of the lands she hadn't explored.
Borden had said he loved her.. hadn't he? But... why did she feel so torn about it? The females large, floppy ears lay back over her neck as a soft whine escaped her. No. NO, she stamped her foot, forcing herself to think about the matter at hand - the hunt she was on for both her and for Raigo. The thoughts fled and in their place, the scents in the air... the taste of the foilage around her.. it all changed, and she listened. White on white, she blended in with the snow as she came to the edge of the forest leading to the Blackberry fields. An odd place this... but after a moments hesitation, she stepped onto the deep snow of the place. Tracks darted every which way.. this way and that.. but she wasn't interested in the smaller ones.. she wanted something bigger.. to see how she could manage it.
Just as thoughts of Borden were returning, she lighted on the tracks that were indicative of a deer.. the large kind of prey she wanted to see if she could handle.. could take down. In her pack the right of 'passage' for a young wolf was to lead the pack on a hunt against a moose.. they were larger than the deer she'd seen.. This would be no problem at all..right? The tracks were meandering through the thick branches of berries without real direction. Judging by the distance between each footprint, the animal was full grown.. but the question was.. could she take it? With body low to the ground, she listened, waited.. and could hear the faint crunching of the snow, the rustling of branches. Something was there....
Slowly...ever so slowly she crept around the bushes, eyes, ears and body strained, focusing on the source of the sound.. of her prey. She could see the tawny color of the deer filtering through the snow covered branches of the bushes around them... she could smell the musk in the air.. So it was a buck.. but could she do it? Could she take it down? She crept closer, pausing with each step, each new one placed deliberately, almost hanging in limbo before it touched the snow. Aggravating, painful exaggerated movements.. but it kept the skittish deer from noticing her. Closer...closer... The relative quiet of the glade was uplifting - the twittering of the birds was even telling her she hadn't been noticed.
The deer froze, lifting his head and the female froze, crouched to the ground. Strained seconds passed before the antlered buck swished his tail and lowered his head to return to stripping the berries from the branches. A nonexistent puff of air between her lips and she continued her path.. slowly... Slowly.. A tensing of her muscles and she ripped from the crouched hiding place in the snow, snarling as she came up at the animal. A frightened clarion call rent the silence, followed by the snarling of the wolf and the warning calls of the birds. 'Predator! WOLF!' They screamed. She bounded through the snow after the quadruped, her attention wholly on her target and the meal ahead...
It was wounded.. she would have little problem with taking it down.. she knew that now - having scented the metallic of blood as it jumped from her initially, reopening half healed wounds on its haunches. A snarl and she leapt, airborne a few moments before having to twist away. The powerful kick aimed at her only sent blood spattering in different directions - but even a kick from a wounded deer could kill her. She landed, then darted in beneath him, snapping at his hocks. The animal danced away from her snapping jaws and spun, lowering his head towards the threat.
Claw. Hoof. Snarl. Bleat. Lunge. Dodge. Kick. Snap. Circle, lunge. The deadly dance between wolf and deer continued for a few minutes... minutes that stretched longer and longer as each tested their opponent, and each exchanged blows and defense. Vlarindara had a single-minded focus on the deer it seemed, but she wasn' really seeing the deer. No.. she was seeing the problems at hand.. with each dodge of a kick or a swipe of the antlers, she was concentrating on a problem, a facet of her life. Each lunge and bite at the animal before her was her own reactions.. Oh, she really did see the deer - but metaphorically it was the same thing.
Both animals were candy-striped with blood and dirt.. the snow around them churned and tinged pink. The buck sported a few claw marks, more bites and longer marks of teeth scraping along his hide. Vlarindara sported a kick to her shoulder that had bruised, thankfully having been a glancing blow...some kicks that had landed, drawing blood, a brutal scratch across her muzzle from an antler... The two circled, each snarling in their own right... Vlarindara knew the buck was tiring.. his breathing, like her own was labored, his head lowering under the weight of his primary weapon. His injured flank was almost completely matted with the blood from his wound... that to, weakened him.
Borden...Raigo.. Raigo....a pack.. a home.. somewhere safe to call her own.. to defend. Things running through her head, distracting her from hte matter at hand.. This... she couldn't fail in this. This would feed both her AND raigo for some time.. even Borden and his pack! Perhaps... she could ensure Raigo's future with a pack.. ensure he was safe and cared for... He just had to eat.. to get better.. stronger. The rabbits and squirrels she'd been catching weren't enough - he needed more.. something... more sustaining than the smaller creatures. The deer would do.. The deer would do indeed.
It lunged, she dodged to the side and slammed her weight into its side when it stumbled, sending them both to the ground. As it thrashed to get his feet beneath him, Vlarindara dove in, then under, dodging the hooves to veer towards the throat of the beast, a feral snarl raising from her throat. The metallic taste, the jumping, living warmth.. that was what the hunt was about.. Food, yes.. but the thrill of it.. was coming out the victor. Placing two paws on the gradually fading animal, the white wolf let loose her cry to the heavens, victorious and challenging.
Wounded, yes.. but she had managed it.. with the help of the deers own injury.. she had still managed to take down the larger creature.. and would be able to provide for Raigo, and herself.. perhaps for Borden to. The melodic howl rent the morning skies, calling to her charge, warning and challenging the other wolves who might try to steal her rightfully won kill. "Come, Raigo.. " It said.. "This is our meal...Come at your own risk.." It said..It warned away strange wolves who would seek to find her kill.. to see the source of the proud, victorious calls. She didn't mind.. With the taste of blood on her tongue, she had cemented her decisions.. her choices.. her problems.. She was resolved.
**wow... that got windy..**