As expected, @
Raela was nearly immediately at his side, and her presence was a miracle cure to his nerves. Her smile was returned, though the curve of his lips could not hold back a certain tinge of sadness as she took her place beside him. She deserved this, every inch of it, but he could not help the tug at his heart as he was forced to face for the millionth time that it would never again be Minka taking her regal position at his side. As she touched his shoulder in an expression of assurance, he tilted his head to the side, leaning his temple against her forehead ever so briefly to return the sentiment. Despite the darkness that still clung to the air around them, there would be nothing
mawkish about this day. He could feel it in the energy emanating from his friend, could almost taste the change upon the air. The rain cloud was breaking up.
The first to arrive was @Zilas, and despite his novelty to the pack the man already held a large portion of the king's trust. His presence was met with a confident smile from the leviathan, and his greeting met with a firm nod. Swiftly after approached @
Calanthe with Draven in a tow, an unexpected duo that had rapidly formed shortly after Minka's death. Seeing this brought up several emotions from the pit of Gent's stomach, none of which he allowed to play over his features. Calanthe had by now earned both her keep and the monarch's trust, and her exceptional care of the boy was appreciated. Yet Gent couldn't help but feel a sting that the boy would choose to cling to one of the
newer of their additions rather than seek comfort from those who had been with him since his birth, his
father most off all. In fact, the boy seemed to do all he could to avoid the king. A low
chuff was thrown his way in greeting, though he tried to keep all tinges of
hope out of the sound.
When both @
Marianna and @
Kino also promptly joined the swiftly growing gathering, Gent felt a sprinkling of relief cool the fires of his nerves. It was a comfort to know both that they were still willing to heed him, as well as the clarity of the fact that they had been obeying the rules and had been well within the pack's borders. A smile was given to them as well, though he doubted it to be returned by either. As much as the children felt themselves to be utterly disowned by the pack, it was very clearly not so; however, it was painfully obvious that with Minka's passing, he had somehow been revoked the title of father. Even if it was just a temporary rejection amidst their grief, the sting of it could not be soothed away.
One step at a time, he had to remind himself as he lifted his gaze to meet @
Moraxia ‘s approaching form. Shortly after her was @
Alphinaud, and they both were given nods of greeting as they took their seats without a word.
Nearly the last of them all to be present was @
Cessair , and the totality of her appearance caused Gent’s stomach to drop. She was gaunt, weakened, consumed, and this was the first he’d truly seen of it. How could he allow her to sink so low without seeing it, without
stopping it? This was the final nail to the coffin of his grief as the man raised himself even taller, his purpose bolstered with this final reinforcing beam. As if to echo it, his eyes passed to @
Kova as the boy too joined them, a
limp in his gait and the king thirsted to know the cause of it all. He had neglected them, consumed by his own grief and self-perceived displacement, and they had been the ones to suffer for it.
No more.
The king rose to his paws, and without hesitation crossed the circle of gathered wolves to reach out to Cessair. There had been a time when touch was utterly off-putting to the man, when the notions of comfort and physical support were absurd to him. It was this very pack, this very
family that had taught him otherwise, molding him from an arrogant yearling to the king he was today. The man stretched his muzzle forward to nuzzle Cessair’s cheek, before he passed along her side, brushing firmly against her in a show of solidarity and pure appreciation. She had been there from the start of it all, never turning away from the pack nor its needs. Passing the crown onto Raela was only the latest show of selflessness she displayed in regards to others, and Gent’s appreciation for her was endless.
He went next to Zilas then, affectionately butting his head against the other man’s shoulder. Their promises had been made over a half a year previously, and yet here the tortured soul was, having fought his way back to the king so that he may keep every word. Moraxia received a light nip to her scruff and shoulder, a reflection of their playful yet competitive relationship. She was strong both physically and mentally, a steadfast guardian who had picked up the responsibility that had been abandoned by others without question nor complaint. To Alphinaud, he rested his muzzle atop the other man’s forehead for a brief moment, a clear sign of both trust and respect as his throat was made available to the other’s teeth. From the moment he’d met him, he’d known the man to be solid, level headed and dependable, and Gent had great faith that he would one day make for an irreplaceable source of counsel.
Moving on swiftly through the circle, Gent pressed his cheek to Calanthe’s. She had been worth the temporary drain on their caches, the sleepless nights of her night terrors, the training sessions needed to whip her muscles back into shape. Of everything she had returned to the pack, Gent truly was most thankful that she was keeping her eyes on Draven.
Draven, the most pitiful of the three children. They all had been extensively damaged by Minka’s passing, but it seemed that Draven’s young heart had been torn completely in half by it all. Scooping him in with a heavy black paw, Gent pulled him into brief hug before returning his space to him and moving on to Kova. The boy, who was the only one among them to know the true extent of pain rendered by losing
both parents, was met with respect as Gent nosed the underside of his jaw, lowering his own head below that of the yearling’s momentarily to do so.
Lastly were Marianna and Kino, sitting close by own another for solidarity. No expectations lie within the king’s head as he approached them, allowing them to pull away if they so wished without complication. Yet if permissible, he attempted to give them both a lick upon their crowns, as he always had before the tragedy of losing Minka. To them alone did he actually whisper his appreciation, a single “thank you,” not to be audible in anyone else’s ears. He knew how much they wanted to avoid the pack, to avoid their grief. In Kino’s case, Gent was under the impression that the ghostly boy felt he had no more reason to respect and obey the king. Yet they both were here, timely, attentive even if separate, and he wanted them to know that he was thankful for this. Wanted them to know that their efforts were acknowledged, that he did not see them as just their reactions to their mother’s death. They were still children in his care, to be encouraged and cared for, and he was still determined to repair the damage that had inexplicably been done between them.
At last, with every one of them accounted for, Gent regained his positioned beside Raela, pale eyes passing over those gathered one last time before he eased into a reclined posture. It was time.
”Alright,” he began, voice strong and clear.
”We have a lot to discuss, so let’s get right to it. We all know the events of the past two weeks, but I’m going to take the opportunity now to clearly address them, no matter how obvious they may be, in order to clear up any miscommunications There’s quite a bit that needs to be addressed, actually, but this isn’t all just us talking at you all. We want feedback. We want to know what you are thinking, feeling, wanting, so if you feel compelled to speak up, do it. If you want to speak privately, well… don’t forget that each of us here is available to one another, always.” As he spoke, Gent’s gaze wandered the faces of those before him, monitoring reactions, ensuring that he was being understood. Every inflection was important, and was noted, filed within the monster’s mind. No longer would he be passive, no longer would he miss details. The Lieris monarch was determined that every single crack, no matter how small, would be sealed.
”Minka passed away after a seizure while she and I were talking alone together within the Glen. We don't know why this happened; all we can know is that she hadn't been feeling well for a few weeks. I think... she must of have something. Something that we couldn't know how bad it really was. Despite how bad it sounds, she went peacefully. She was gone before the tremors hit her, I promise you, and as you all saw... it seemed she merely went to sleep." Emotion he didn't want began to creep into his voice, but he steeled himself quickly as he moved on, refusing to allow grief to dominate this meeting, this
moving on.
”Minka was buried in that Glen. It is as close to sacred ground as anything we’ll ever possess. It might lay outside of our territory, but I’m sure that the sentiment is shared that it must be protected. I ask that you all keep in mind that it is to be a sanctuary for all of us, and that no Crest wolf is to be forced within it or forced from it.” He would be damned if any of the wolves before him strove to covet the location and shut out others, or act disruptive or disrespectfully within the closed circle of pink-leaved crab trees. It was not expected that any of those present would commit such a sacrilege, yet still the king strove to make this clear with his words. It was also intended that
outsiders not be allowed to trample upon the ground. The others might not see this as a crime, given that the grave lay outside of their jurisdiction, but the king for one would be willing to spill blood to keep Minka’s final resting place from being defiled.
”Raela has taken up Minka’s crown. Cessair peacefully and willfully declined her rightful ascent to this position in order to relay this privilege to her. This is not temporary. We are your leaders, and we will not waver. This you can trust. However, this does not displace our surviving royalty. This pack is still Minka’s, and it is her legacy that will continue to thrive. Kova and the children are not stripped of their titles as princes and princess, and are not to be treated in any way contrary to this. It is expected that when the time comes, should they choose to shoulder and earn the responsibility, that they will follow in their mother’s paw prints under the Lagina name.” It was an effort for the man not to point out another clear factor in the children retaining their birth rights, as that factor had been muddied by the children’s own actions. He had been there from their birth, claiming them as his own children. Even with their mother passed, their
father was still king, continuing to solidify their royal rights. Yet given Draven’s avoidance, Kino’s blatant dismissal upon his mother’s death, and Ari’s confusing back and forth, Gent no longer felt comfortable claiming this fact to be true. In all reality, he was no longer sure that these
were his children any more. Perhaps his tie to them had died along with Minka. Perhaps he had been fooling himself all along to think that he could truly be a father to them.
The notion was greatly upsetting, stealing from him both his control over the situation as well as the semblance of family that he had grown to cherish so much. Yet it was something he did not feel safe confiding to anyone, and so like many things it was simply avoided. His inner turmoil was not allowed to reflect upon his features, even as he so closely approached the subject. Instead, his ice cool eyes merely transferred to Raela’s, passing the baton over to her.