Was it?
She shouldn't be so mean to her own name. It was practically a synonym of her grandmother's name. A grandmother who she missed so terrible right now that she nearly cried at the thought. She was too tired for that, though. So she only nodded softly before she tucked her head against her own legs.
I... She knew eventually she'd be missed. Maybe they would all be too busy, though. Maybe her father would take another trip and the cycle would continue. It was a cruel thought that settled heavily in her tired mind. I don't think so. No.
No.
Her heart felt just as heavy as her head.