ooc; i like ruiko, he has to test everything and everyone doesn't he.Shooting her mouth off, she best should keep her opinions to herself. No one seemed to understand what she meant, when she spoke and it was infuriating. She did not which to inflame him. She simply hadn't stated her further reasonings, not wanting to blabber on, but now she had intention to sort this. There was something about him, she wanted to appease the situation. Face grew still as stone, a steady serious tone. "I'm sorry for assuming, and probably coming off like an ass. But yes, I think if a wolf has mind to take on the role, and not abandon his pack there must be good reasonings for him to do so. For how could one be a leader if it was merely for food, and power over others? His pack would not stand long, and neither would he. But if he was there for his members, despite good or bad then yes he must be a good leader. At least trying." She only felt so passionate about the idea, because her father, though Alpha at one time, had never been a good leader. He was never around, nor tried. The pack simply went on without him, gaining a new leader in time.
Her other examples were no better for Alexander she rarely knew, nor came in contact with, and her second Alpha Aden was only so because there was no wolf who dominanted over him. And he was exactly her set example, as he was the wolf trying to keep a group of creatures together for a purpose. She stood, an ardent look in her eyes and voice. "What you said, would make that wolf a great leader in my eyes."
Maybe she'd crossed over some invisble line by saying that, but she was so tired of not being heard, and especially understood. She wanted to redeem herself, maybe he would see where she was coming from. For good had an entire meaning to her, that could be different to him. Again, who knew. Had it bothered him, how lax she'd used the word good? With his list, he certainly took a great deal of twhat a leader should be, didn't that say even more he was at least good if not better? Had she been so wrong to state something she felt? "I'm sorry sir, it is no business of mine, as I have yet to hold my tongue from speaking my heart at times. But I have had no wonderful examples on the subject I guess, it's not my forte.".
lost your balance
on a tight rope.
lost your mind trying to get it back.