<blockquote>Ever since it happened, Trisden had been quieter. <i>I think you've done enough,</i> Elettra had said, and it had torn to the girl's very core; all the fears she had felt up until that point had melted and turned into one giant lump of festering guilt that sat heavily in her stomach and refused to budge.
Not long afterwards, Theodore Lyall had closed his eyes.
Dumbstruck. How could everything have gone wrong so fast? Trisden would replay the day many times in her mind, and every time she recalled it with perfect clarity. This was almost worse than having a skewed memory of events, because at least then she could have blamed it on something, anything, and genuinely believed it.
In her mind, Trisden was her mother's daughter, and her mother was incapable of mistakes. Trisden was the daughter that Jaysyek should hope for. Trisden was the heir and confidant and supporter that any leader should want.
Trisden was the daughter who got her brother killed.
There was no way around it. Every time, Trisden saw it through hindsight's eyes, saw her rash dismissal of the snake and her brother's blatant concern, and she cried as she watched herself take that step, every time the snake's lunge in painful slow motion, the two small puncture wounds on her brother's foreleg signifying the end. Nothing had worked. Her mother and Elettra, the two most capable, reliable, wise wolves she had ever known, had not been able to save him.
The curse of Trisden had been too strong, and Theo hadn't stood a chance.
<font style='margin-left:20px;'>Her eyes empty and lifeless, Trisden sat in the forest, staring at the sky. She knew better than to stray too far from the den, and indeed too far from well-known territory at all; the previously fearless girl now had a very healthy phobia of anything serpentine. It was not her own safety that concerned her, though, as much of that of her family; after all, the snake had not struck at her.</font>
Maybe... maybe it should have.</blockquote>
(This post was last modified: Nov 27, 2011, 07:13 PM by Trisden.)