Even in the lush of her coating, her rounded thick hips, her curvy chest, did a shiver creep up her spine. But even as she had traveled as far south as she could think to go, even as the sun had long fallen to reveal the night sky, and the winter brought bitter cold winds which made the air howl and the trees moan, it was not this which sent the shiver.
The death of two of Grizzly Hollow's children had been in the passed, though their memory did not bury with their corpses. It would have been far too easy that way. She had been left paranoid of the remaining children, watching their ever moves and in this, questioning, threatening and weary of those newcomers, including those few members who had left and returned. Borden's return was yet another, who did little to bring her mind at ease but more to fill her rage. She had lashed out at him in both word, tooth and claw, sending the man into a fit of his own submissive paranoia. Her anger towards him was clear, her trust in him shattered, but the sorrow in which she felt for his betrayal remained locked away with what fleeting good memories she held of him.
Now, she was uncertain of her life within the pack. Not by her placement- for certainly her position was secure. No one dared to challenge her, no one dared to even look her eye to eye! But only did they slither backwards, as though she were a criminal, as though she were to harm those few who had gained her trust and thus, her undying loyalty.
But alas, all stressed out and no one to choke in a land, so much more peaceful and simple then she had birthed in, grown upon, she was left this lump of a mess as she were now. She lay upon the grasses, with the thick forest behind her and the breaking of it's boarders around her. Before her, lay the fields, the trees dead in bare branches, the grass covered in a smooth, shimmering glow of snow over the night's full moon, partially blocked at the clouding sky. Would it storm yet again so soon?
Her head lifted, turning to the skies, thick in cloud- smothering the moon. It grew darker, darker, and colder yet. A sigh passed her bitter lips, her body tense and ready for the release-for the fight! So easy it once was to let out her anger and pain, to tear into someone else without the fear of how much blood may be stilt and whom may die in the aftermath! She was breaking, without the glue to hold her together. And, despite her struggles to keep herself together, did her head fall, nose burying into her outstretched forelegs-and she cried.
The death of two of Grizzly Hollow's children had been in the passed, though their memory did not bury with their corpses. It would have been far too easy that way. She had been left paranoid of the remaining children, watching their ever moves and in this, questioning, threatening and weary of those newcomers, including those few members who had left and returned. Borden's return was yet another, who did little to bring her mind at ease but more to fill her rage. She had lashed out at him in both word, tooth and claw, sending the man into a fit of his own submissive paranoia. Her anger towards him was clear, her trust in him shattered, but the sorrow in which she felt for his betrayal remained locked away with what fleeting good memories she held of him.
Now, she was uncertain of her life within the pack. Not by her placement- for certainly her position was secure. No one dared to challenge her, no one dared to even look her eye to eye! But only did they slither backwards, as though she were a criminal, as though she were to harm those few who had gained her trust and thus, her undying loyalty.
But alas, all stressed out and no one to choke in a land, so much more peaceful and simple then she had birthed in, grown upon, she was left this lump of a mess as she were now. She lay upon the grasses, with the thick forest behind her and the breaking of it's boarders around her. Before her, lay the fields, the trees dead in bare branches, the grass covered in a smooth, shimmering glow of snow over the night's full moon, partially blocked at the clouding sky. Would it storm yet again so soon?
Her head lifted, turning to the skies, thick in cloud- smothering the moon. It grew darker, darker, and colder yet. A sigh passed her bitter lips, her body tense and ready for the release-for the fight! So easy it once was to let out her anger and pain, to tear into someone else without the fear of how much blood may be stilt and whom may die in the aftermath! She was breaking, without the glue to hold her together. And, despite her struggles to keep herself together, did her head fall, nose burying into her outstretched forelegs-and she cried.