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Most of what Borden said confused Kiche. That Grizzly Hollow had collapsed in ruin had escaped his attention, he had not been back long enough to note the differences. Elettra was the same tight-ass bitch. Aisling and Vlar and half of the puppies were gone, but other than that, things hadn't appeared <i>that</i> different. There were new faces, but that was to be expected, and didn't necessarily indicate any sort of ruin intrinsically. Borden's choice of words, however, stirred a very concerned, very righteous part of Kiche. This piece of him was the older, pious fragment that had been chipped off and reattached more times than he could say. The movement, the reawakening of this half of his nature was volatile, quietly dangerous. No matter how he caged and fettered himself, he could not escape this fundamental element of his being. He let his demons back in, having missed them all along. He had only needed just a slight push.
In a word, he was released from his bonds. <i>He needs my help. Grizzly Hollow needs to be saved. It needs to be rebuilt.</i> Although, why it needed to be saved, what it needed to be saved from, and how it was supposed to be rebuilt were not questions that came to mind. It needed to be saved from the <i>heathens</i>. It needed to be rebuilt properly, <i>religiously</i>. Old began to meld with new, and his new-found desire to be a <i>part</i> of something, to help, to create began to mix with his misguided reverence, his addictive hunger for God.
But before he could leap to his feet and sign away his life to an undefined cause, Borden's sudden wrath struck him flat against the ground. <i>What.</i> What was it that he was sorry for? Desperate to help, desperate to make up for all of his wrong doing, desperate to cultivate a <i>real</i> relationship with Borden, Kiche could never admit the truth: that he was sorry he had manipulated and lied. That... that would get him no where. He spewed out the first thing that came to mind, his nose to the ground, "<b>For leaving. For being selfish and just abandoning the Hollow.</b>" It appeared that such few words could undo months and months of self-discovery, months and months of self-betterment. In a moment, he was the same wolf he had been: manipulative, lying, subversive. "<b>I want to help, Borden. I'll do anything. Just tell me what to do.</b>"
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