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<blockquote>Dawn was approaching, and although he could feel it's gentle presence he wouldn't stir as he lay nestled in a patch of dead vegetation. The night had brought unwelcomed dreams; Trisden's disappearance weighed heavily on his heart, a feeling with which he was much to familiar, and sleep had only served to haunt him with her memories. In addition, Elettra's scent had begun to fade, and for days he'd wandered in hope of acquiring a fresh trail - an aspiration that gradually deteriorate. <i>Where had everyone gone?</i> Grizzly Hollow had beem teeming after Borden's resurfacing and the induction of many new members, they'd even come together for a grand hunt and the first pack meeting he'd attended since seeking out Jaysyek the previous fall. Although the winter had been a rocky, winding road for him - mostly due to his abrupt rise and the consequences of it - the man thought that there was hope beneath all of the turmoil. Now he found himself nearly lifeless, a gargoyle upon the ledge of the brokedown palace of Cedarwood forest.
In his waking moments thoughts of the ashen lady, Jaysyek, slowly took hold of his mind. For weeks he'd pushed their memories far from his heart as he'd struggled to cope with her scent as it clung to the vegetation. <i>She was with child</i>, and there was no doubt in his mind who the father was. He had been foolish to have thought that he could have ever made her happy, or given her what she truly needed. Really, did he even know what she wanted? Or needed? What did he truly know of her now, save the memories they'd shared? She no longer needed him, though he knew in his heart that he was a part of her, and it left him wondering what it was that <i>he</i> nedeed. The confines of Grizzly Hollow were no prison, but there was a world out there waiting to be seen and touched. The pack would survive, should Borden rise to be the husband and leader that Jaysyek needed. But would Kade survive? He couldn't let his life slip away - a mate, children, a home of his own...Would he die with no one to carry his bloodline, an elderly guardian with no love but for his pack and leader? It had all been very real, and now the reality was that he'd given her his love, whether she knew it or now, and it had left him <i>empty</i>.
The pain of the growing void inside him caused his tired eyes to finally open, and he stared at the leaves at the end of his snout emotionlessly. Something was different today, off. His body would remain still as his stoic silver gaze swept over the forest floor and up to the tree tops. In amazement the coal pelted brute realized just exactly what the change was: <i>fog</i>. Swiftly the man rolled to his feel, shaking the debris from his coat as he took in the moment. It was thick, hovering just above the ground in every direction, as though instead of waking from his dream he'd woke into it. The towering trees were, eerily, the only beings to look down upon it, save the birds.
Overhead, the navy shade of night had begun to fade but the world was still dark, and there was still time to enjoy the phenomena that reminded him of the place where he truly longed to be.</blockquote>
(This post was last modified: May 06, 2012, 03:15 AM by Kade.)