<blockquote><font style='margin-left:20px;'><i>"Hey, can you smell this?"</font>
<font style='margin-left:20px;'>"Yeah, I can. We should probably get moving."</font>
<font style='margin-left:20px;'>Trisden hesitated, not sure about that verdict. As fulfilling as it was that she and Hocus had been able to sustain themselves so far - even if 80% of their diet consisted of scavenged remains - she knew that they would not be able to viably keep it up. Life was tough when you didn't have a pack around you.</font>
<font style='margin-left:20px;'>She could not let such thoughts make her regret, though. She had had to leave. It was for the good of them all that she was gone. Trisden Lyall brought nothing but darkness to the Hollow, and she could not afford to risk her family's life because of her sins.</font>
<font style='margin-left:20px;'>She looked over to see Hocus staring impatiently at her, obviously keen to get on with it. She hesitated. These were the first wolves they had come across so far, and she did not need to feel guilt for bringing darkness to stranger's doorsteps, not if they fed her...</font>
<font style='margin-left:20px;'>"Come on," she said decisively, turning about to follow the scent trail. She did not see her brother roll his eyes and scowl at her back.</font></i>
Her heart beat heavily in her chest, a drumbeat to match her even steps. Every foot she drew closer was another foot further gone, and another foot she could not take back. She had thought that it would be difficult, this journey. When she had first turned back, the weight of it had been like a thick chain around her neck, dragging her down, begging her to stop. Those first steps had been the hardest.
At some point, a line was crossed, and she realised that the only way was onwards. It was strange, when she thought about it: the only way to go <i>forwards</i> was to go <i>back</i>. Back to her forest. Back to where her old demons lived.
But demons didn't really exist, did they?
As Trisden descended from the rocky foothills of southern Relic Lore, she happened to glance up and get a faceful of wind. It was funny how something as simple as a familiar scent was enough to bring a warmth to her chest, as if the barest of reminders of home lit a pleasant fire in your belly. Maybe that's what home was. Something which kept you snug, safe, secure. She tried to hold back the bitter reminder that she was a potential breach to that haven. While a lot of her perceptions had changed, it was difficult to break old habits, to simply dismiss old beliefs - especially when your nose was full of memories and nostalgia.
Was it so wrong to be nostalgic at her age? She was just a year old, and yet she felt as though she had endured five times as many. Hjornir had laughed at her and called her wise beyond her time. It was difficult to know just how much he was joking, and on that occasion, she had gotten angry with him. She had gotten angry with him a lot, come to think of it.
The view was quite spectacular from up here. She paused to stare at the world beneath her, amber eyes widening as the breath caught in her throat, and she nearly put her paw down without taking that forward step.
Demons existed. Trisden's lived in that world below her. So young, yet so full of doubt and regret, and she was afraid of what might resurface when she got back - but that was the whole point. Hjornir had been right, and as she stood there, gazing out at the forest of her birth, she knew it. Trisden Lyall did not run away from things. Trisden Lyall was proud, determined, and the daughter of a strong leader. She would not allow herself to be a stain in her mother's memory, nor the history of Grizzly Hollow. Trisden Lyall was a force to be reckoned with.
The paw moved forwards, came down, and without hesitation the young, troubled, headstrong girl walked on.
<font style='margin-left:20px;'>Trisden Lyall was <i>back</i>, bitches.</font></blockquote>