Karp noticed that everything had been different. He no longer felt safe in his home, his mind had been almost shattered once, with the death of his father and his mother once again disappearing without a word. He would have ran to his uncle Lachesis, except he was nowhere to be found as well. The dark male felt alone, and even his sister couldn't protect him from what his mind was telling him to do. Only he could save himself. As far as the puppy was concerned, there was no one in the world left for him to trust. He was an orphan, his parents gone. One by choice and one not by choice, no, one had been ripped away from him. His uncle, who had promised to be there and take him on adventures was gone. Everything was gone. Everything and everyone, auntie Pella was gone, his da was gone. All he had left was Uncle Ace and Auntie Silver. Even mama Anastasia had left him and he was done with being tortured like that. He was done with being turned on. He was done being stabbed in the back.
Karpos was growing up fast, his winter coat had already come in and his amber eyes were pure. His overgrown feet and head now matched his body. He was himself as he would be, still smaller than his sister Adsi, but he was more determined. The puppy had come to find a cliff, and he stared down it. Normally his father would have come and told him to back away, telling him that it was dangerous and if he fell he would get hurt and die. But his father was dead, if he did 'fall' or jump he would get to see the ones he loved again. However he was torn, his Auntie Silver and Uncle Ace cared very much about him, and they did a lot for him that he could never take for granted. Adsila would be alone if he jumped. But at the same time, how long did he have before they stabbed him in the back too? Judging by the look of things, he didn't have long. He backed up from the edge, and collapsed on the ground, sobbing painfully. His life was a mess, he wasn't even a year old and he already felt like he had nothing left to live for.