However, her nose couldn’t deny the amount of smells of prey that crisscrossed this large expanse as Senka quietly trotted along. No doubt it was a popular hunting grounds for many predators. Small prey could easily hide within this grass with their burrows hidden underground or simply hide in the grass itself. A paw was placed down just as a mouse skittered past it, caught unawares and swiftly, it was caught. Her habit of not eating small creatures had slowly died overtime the longer she stayed in Relic Lore. Perhaps if it was felt her skill was being used, which it currently isn't, guilt would have risen in her heart as she gulped down the mouse. But nothing was felt. Sometime, she felt as if a curse had been placed upon her. Why did she have this ability to speak with those that were meant to be prey? Her mind was cast back to happier days with her brother, who cherished her regardless and her parents who were proud of her. What had changed?
The glint of the moon caught her eye and unwillingly, she was reminded of the one thing she wished to forget. Luna, her oldest sister. Spiteful and mean even at a young age, it took everything in Senka not to snarl and rage and tear at the grasses within her reach at that moment. She knew Luna had been jealous and angry at her, holding their father's death against her. like it was her fault. Hunts go bad all the time and her father had been particularly stubborn that day. No matter what she or anyone said, he wanted to go after that buck. And it cost him his life.
Sighing softly, the russet woman settled in a spot of the grass that wasn’t overly bumpy. The thought of hunting left her as her muzzle rose to the moon and she howled. Why?
She hoped to convince whatever moon goddess that Elettra and her mother believed in, the one who was thought to have given her blessing upon the young wolf, that she had decided wrongly. That it wasn’t a blessing but a burden that she wanted to wish away. Her emotions were spilled into the howl yet as it ended, it wasn’t enough. They pounded in her head and chest, overtaking her and making her want to scream in pain and frustration. Fur was puffed out and she huffed irritably, lifting her lips in a snarl though she rather felt like crying. Her heart pounded for relief but the wolf it belonged to wasn’t sure how to. She had been calm and collected in her old pack, to the point of indifference as it was the only way she could survive knowing she already was on thin ice before the incident with the alphas. One wrong move and it wouldn’t have mattered how well she hunted. Another anguished howl escaped her muzzle as her head tilted back. The howls would easily alert anyone nearby, friend or foe but it never crossed her mind.
@Melorama , appears my muse caught on and decided that Kieth would be a good emotional counselor for Senka. .-.)