Death. It was what was on the menu for her. Heartache and wanderlust. Starving and cold. The trip to get the far was absolute hell. No one was by her side to walk with. Not even @Ace. It seemed as if he disappeared weeks ago. This meant that their promise about forever was lie. Now that she had no love or anything holding her back she could disappear with no one coming for her. Laying down in the cold frosty grass Silver closed her eyes. Maybe the weather would take her. Or maybe it would refuse to let her go like this.
While her eyes were closed visions of Ace and @Karpos danced through her mind. Silver had failed to keep Karpos safe. She was sure Capella or Aeolus was with him. Keeping him safe somewhere in the cold. A small smile appeared on her face, it was as if these thoughts were slowly making her loose her sanity. This had to be it. Forever more she would be closed. Her wall would be built ten miles high. She couldn't trust or love. Those things are what had made her this way. Look where she was now. Hungry, cold and halfway to crazy. If that's not good enough Silver was almost pleading for the winter to take her. But no, the winter wouldn't take her or else she'd already be gone. The winter was sparing her it seemed.
The cold dew of the grass soaked into her fur. Shivering from the sudden wetness Silver stood up opening her eyes. She hadn't even took time to see where she was at. All she had known was that the land was foreign to her. Sniffing around the grounds was useless to her. She couldn't smell a damn thing that she could hunt by herself. With nothing to do she decided to waste time by wandering. Hopefully someone could come and help her. Not necessarily rescue her like Ace had, but just help her get into the right mind set again. Bring her back to her feet. Even if that meant changing her whole life. She had changed once before so she was sure she could do it again. Yet there was always that doubt that no one would take her in because of her state of health.