(Well this post sucks and is well horrible. This thread shouldn't end well for Frost.)
She froze, stunned gabbing at his harsh words. It was as if the very party girl voice she owned had vanished into thin air. Her eyes contained the deer in headlights stare as she just peered into his yellow orbs. *He DARES to BLAME some one else for hist troubles!?! Um, last time I checked I didn't choose his actions.* "M-me" She squeaked. It wasn't long after the word left her mouth that her poofy pelt was raised. "Me?" She asked taking two steps back from him. *Breathe Frost, breathe. He's not worth it. It's going to-* She cut her thoughts off growling in a flustered manner. "Me? Y-you" She stopped to try and calm but it didn't help. "Me!" She started raising her voice dangerously, "Me? Oh so what now I can fucking control you every move Crowe? Why didn't you just go back home like a sensible wolf would? Did I make you fallow me, no. Did I make you come back late, no. You did! Stop being a selfish little pup and grow the fuck up you you you you you you you jerk!" She was seething. Her body shook and trembled with anger, yet the hurt showed in her eyes.
*Don't cry, it's stupid, No worse. It's absolutely pointless* Frost reminded herself how weak that was but she still acted mislead, "You know what forget the whole being selfish thing. It's my turn brute! Blame me, blame me, blame the poor little abused orphan who had to be dragged away from her father's grave. Pathetic, not you, me. I get it Crowe. I'm just a little scrap who never fit in this world. I was the runt, the smallest of the pack and never out grew it. I was the weakest, still am. I'm a horrible fighter, hunter, tracker, companion, friend, everything. Even a bad sister. All I do is ruin everything for every one and I'm sorry I ever met you. I'm sorry I hurt your pack rank. I'm sorry I'm worthless. I'm sorry I was freaking born." She finished her rant with flat hackles.
Finally meeting his eyes she said, "I asked politely to go, yet you wouldn't let me. I'm sorry that you followed me, I wasn't expecting that. I figured you go back to your pack. For whatever reason you didn't so I'm sorry that I ruined your life." Her voice was low, clear, and sincere. She began backing away step by step, picking up speed. The feeling in her gut that he was going to hurt her was increasing. She'd went too far. *Run, just run* Hesitating she kept moving from him. No she wasn't afraid, hmph that's for pups. It was just drilled into her mind that he could kill her, the odds were stack againsted her. Then their was that pack mate of his. Her hackles rose slowly as she warned, "One step closer and I'm running. I can out run the two of you, I'm the fastest of the Minks." Her words were more of a reminder and a self confidence boost. Though she didn't show dominance she raised her head in a small show of pride, "Maybe I'm not so worthless after all." She mumbled. Going back to the old subject, " I should have never came back to apologize to you, Elliot would still have my back if I hadn't. However I am very sorry." She was positioned to run and the threat to dash off was plainly still there.
(This post was last modified: Dec 07, 2013, 09:02 PM by Frost.)
Thanks TABs for the table and it's photo I've used for her featured photo.
Thanks PuppyThief for the winter skin and avatars!