@
Mirren
-------
Despite all the time and effort, Iopah didn't really expect to find her. There was no sharp disappointment as she stared through the twisted trees. The roughened limbs dragged against each other in a breeze, the sound a mocking reply to her own call. It had taken hours to come this far, plenty of time to come to an uncomfortable realization.
Danica had left them. And, of course, Iopah would be able to recognize it. Hadn't she once done the same thing in a fit of grief and anger?
She did not expect anything beyond the grating squeal of the forest in response. She was fully prepared to spent several more minutes feeling sorry for Danica -and by extension, herself- and then slink quietly home to find some distracting task to throw herself into. There was a dull crunch in the snow and her heart beat naively while her head swung back and forth to look. Not Danica, but another familiar figure stood watching her. Her ears pinned back sharply then flicked forward, all in rapid succession. Suspicion giving way immediately to a determined acceptance.
Clearly this was no coincidence, but Iopah couldn't come up with anything to say to him. She turned her head down and away from him, looking back into the forest, waiting for what was coming. He wouldn't have followed her this far without having something he wanted to say. She could feel his gaze and a gray lined ear swiveled back to him. There was a quiet shifting and then a question. Iopah sighed resignedly as she started to follow her trail back towards him. It was a simple question with a complicated answer. If she wasn't searching for Danica, then what exactly could she say?
"I'm not a fool," She said quietly,
"I know she left us." However, that didn't quite answer the question and she kept her gaze on him as her approach continued.
"But it felt wrong to me to just let her leave without reacting somehow." A few feet away she held back, that answer sounded unfinished even to her. The idea that a pack still longed for a deserter was soothing. Hundreds of miles had been traveled with the understanding that she could only go forward, that the pack she had left cared nothing for her. She wanted to believe otherwise. Even now, years later, is eased the rip inside her. She blinked and looked away, she didn't have a way with words, there was no way to communication
that to him. She shrugged, as if admitting that she the best she could explain.
"I had not meant to waste anyone's time but my own." No direct question there, but her eyes narrowed pryingly, the gold two narrow bands of brightness in the dark.
(This post was last modified: Jun 30, 2014, 06:36 AM by Iopah.)