Loss was his constant companion, following the Reinier's every move. First it had taken Tacoma, the eldest of his siblings. He could still remember the lifeless body of his brother broken against the Earth. The image haunted him still, forcing the horrid scene into his brain over and over again. It was maddening the way he'd wake in the night to find himself shaking with fragments of the nightmares still in his eyes.
Then it had been Koda; The lousy father who should have been there. Did he even know how hard Tacoma's death had hit them? Did he care? Ashton had already learned long ago that Koda wasn't to be trusted. His own father was a waste of skin as far as the dark male was concerned. His absentee father was no longer worth even the slightest thought.
Last, was his sister. Danica had taken off in search of herself; Something Ashton understood all too well. The Thicket was no place for such a good heart. She had to get out, that way they couldn't drag her down. As for himself, well he was already sinking. The struggles they had dealt with in their short lives were too much. Too hard. It was enough to break his spirit, everything that he had been.
Gone was the snow that had nearly taken them all, with the scent of spring already in the air. Maybe it would bring with it a new start, a fresh outlook on life. Even though he didn't have his siblings to stand beside him, life would go on. Time would continue on in the same way it always had, unforgiving, apathetic. Another day would pass, and the young prince wouldn't let it pass him by. He was Ashton Hervok, and he would live; If only for those he had lost.