Karpos sat atop one of the highest peaks on the mountain of dire. He was carefully watching, waiting, and generally thinking about his sister @Adsila. He loved her with all his heart and it pained him almost every second he was away from her. What did she think had happened to him? Did she think that he had abandoned her? He had looked for her, but he hadn't been able to find her. By the time he had settled down to go check the pass had become blocked up and filled with Snow which had prevented him from doing such. Oh Adsila, where could you be? Where are you? Please, please don't be mad with me! His mind yowled out. He rose and let out a deep and mournful howl. When the sun rises in the west and sets in the east will you return to me my dear sister? The words were simple enough, but he wasn't sure his father would answer his prayers. His father had caused this. It had all been because the strong and powerful Shade Slayer had an infected booboo. It was all his fault and for that the almost copy Shade named Karpos would never forgive his deceased father.
Sadness flooded through him, his eyes were calming and his brown fur settled on a rock. It was one of Aponi's favorite spots that overlooked the rouge outcrop. He could see the Lost Lake almost below it. It was a long drop but it was the lake too. He loved the sight and it was truly beautiful. Why have the stars defied me this fate? Why have they denied me peace and hope? Why can I not have Adsila and Aponi. Why can I not have one while I am with the other? I was nothing more than for them to meet! He thought to himself as he rested there. His head rested on his front paws as the almost yearling looked off into the distance. He felt the chasm that would never be filled. He wanted his family back together... mama Ana, uncle Lachesis, Adsi, his father. He wanted all of them to be with him and he wanted to keep Pitch Pine Trail's legacy alive. With all of them together they would be unstopable. However their family have become frail and rigid. Lachesis, Capella, Aeolus, Naia.... they were all in an enemy pack. Adsila and Ace were lost and unknown to him, but oh how much he must have grown. Anastasia, his mother, his real mother in his opinion, was missing and she might even be dead.
His mother had gone looking for him. She had reached the mountain but she had never returned. He deserpately hoped that she would return to the lore to keep him sane enough to move on. Lachesis hadn't taken it well either according to Capella's accounts and his own eyes. He remembered that fateful day where he and his uncle had laid there in stunned silence just outside the borders. The sadness that had torn through him had been undeniably full of terror. It all happens at night. Mama Ana going missing, my da dying. He connected it all inside his head. The night is dark and full of terrors. The questions ripped through him as he laid there. He thought about sobbing even but he couldn't let the pain get to him like that. No, not ever. He had to be strong and so he just waited there in vigilance for his sister and adoptive mother to return to him. Perhaps if they had died he could sit there until his death. Forever the constant vigilante, Karpos Slayer.