The grey dame was not exactly cordial, not that Evann could blame her; they knew nothing about each other, and though their packs were on somewhat gracious terms, the secrecy of The Keep didn't exactly inspire confidence. She kept her distance, returning the sable shewolf's smile thinly. Evann tried not to let it affect her, maintaining her friendly expression as she listened to the other's words with pointed ears. Having grown accustomed to the Hollowheart Keep way of holding back information, the harsh honesty made her jump slightly, ears shying back, posture lowering as if the pale woman had physically struck her. Her struggling smile finally fell, and she looked at the other with an almost apologetic gaze.
The situation was so unexpected that she simply kept staring, silently, for quite a while, mind buzzing as she tried to figure out how to respond. In the end, her long learned defenses shot up, the gruff tone making her anxious, which she again tried desperately to hide, so as to not appear weak. Her ears returned to their upright position, shoulders lifting, and her tail stopped its light wagging, even though she kept it low. Meeting the opposer's amber eyes, she raised her wrinkled her brows slightly, adopting an almost sympathetic expression. "Yeah, it... was a t-tough one." She said, dismissively, letting her gaze drift slightly as if her interest was fading; though in truth, her entire attention was on the other wolf.
Hidden behind the careless facade, Evann's heart was beating wildly, a number of terrible scenarios running through her brain; What should I do?! Maybe the best course of action was to simply leave now, before the tension escalated further... But the thought of returning to Hollowheart Keep did nothing to quell the young fae's growing angst. Looking back to the other, she tried to asses her, speculating on whether this could evolve into a fight; that was the last thing she wanted! Noticing how the light-pelted woman studied her own figure openly, Evann opted to do the same; they were quite similar in size, the Woodland wolf posing a much more athletic build than her own, chubby frame. That being said, it was possible that the brown lassie's newly gained weight could give her an upper hand if it came to blows, she clung to that hope, knowing that it was very unlikely that she could outrun the other in the event of an attack.
Her best bet was to try and diffuse the situation, the question was how. The nervous woman never had been good at feigning attitude, and her affected aloofness was already crumbling under her worry; So what should I do, WHAT SHOULD I DO?! She couldn't completely double back in her attitude, that more than anything would be a show of weakness, so what then. Finally, she parted her jowls again, this time speaking with an attempt at a lighthearted tone; "But I... I'd like t-to think w... we all c... c-came out st... st-stronger in the end." She tried another smile, once more lowering her shoulders a tad; That's right, laugh it off. Composing herself into a posture that she hoped conveyed both friendliness and strength, she considered sitting down, but she didn't dare, she still feared the whole situation might explode on her.
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