now, where to begin?
The hardest part of ending
is starting again.
- Linkin Park, Waiting for the End
RE: Aideen - Walking through the woods, you hear some strange noises.
- Early Morning, Light snow — 33° F/1° C
It was early morning, as per usual. Somewhere far beyond The Woodlands, the sun was just beginning its journey across the sky. Not that you could tell; even though the trees and bushes were swiftly losing their foliage, the tight bramble of thicket still provided good cover, and today, they were shrouded in a thick fog, its white fingers clinging to every root and branch, snaking around the legs of the young shewolf who was moving through it. She didn't seem to care though; in truth, she hardly seemed to even notice as she made her way through the underbrush, stopping once in a while to sniff at a certain plant, stretching for the sparse light. The truth was that it could have been clear, bright sunshine and the land around her a flower-clad meadow, and she wouldn't have paid any more attention; her mind was on her work, its urgency made even more clear by the distinct chill in the misty air. She was gathering herbs for Secret Woodlands, trying to fill up the stores before the frost killed all plant-life. Already, the first snow had fallen, and today she could smell more coming in the air; I must hurry! And she did. Her paws moved swiftly through the fallen leaves, petite frame easily weaving in and out between the trunks and brambles, her skill making it evident that she was used to this. Very accustomed in fact, she had been making her way around the Thicket of Secrets for just about a year now, and had been spotting and collecting medicinal plants for half of it. This mend that the job was basically habit to her, requiring very little focus, but she liked the routine, it helped her get through the days. Each one was easier, but only slightly, and she doubted she would ever feel whole again; she was hollow inside, a darkness that no amount of light could drive away. But she wouldn't wallow! She had decided so several months ago, when @Nina assigned her her official title as Healer, she would put all she had into her calling; Everything! ...Since there's nothing else to put it into anyways. She wasn't unhappy exactly - she had been, for a long time, consumed by the sorrow of her loss - now she was just empty, and she doubted anything would ever fill that void. Part of her, a large part, would always belong to @Coal, but the rest belonged to Secret Woodlands, and she wouldn't let them down. It had been a turbulent time in the pack, @Miccah had stepped down from his post as leader, recognizing the poison in the tension between him and the matriarch; and leaving the males below him to battle for the post. There had been tension among the females too, Kite attempting to make her way up the ranks, for a little while stirring anxiety in the young healer, that she might have to defend her place; but before any official challenge had been presented, the lead scout had disappeared, and her mate along with her. Others had gone missing too, many a scent growing stale and fading along the border... She had tried her best to keep out of it, sticking to herself and her tasks as healer. Even visits with the pups had grown few and far between, now that her own dreams of a future family had been crushed, part of her longed to spend even more time with the young, but she found it too painful in the end, the sight of the children reminding her too much of what she would never have. They were growing quite big though, soon they would be experiencing their first winter; Winter... It was beginning to encroach on the land, and the flame pelted girl wondered if it would be as harsh as the last. She didn't fear it, she felt safe among her pack mates, but she hoped they would not experience the same scarcities as last year. Soon she would have to move into the communal den, the cold had already begun encroaching on her at night, way too easily making its way into her small den - that felt way too big now, without Coal beside her - making the air icy without the extra body heat to battle it off. She just hadn't been able to bring herself to leave it; now, the winter would soon force her. A strange sound broke through her thoughts, making her head shoot up from its place over the floor, ears perked. She flipped and twisted them, trying to locate the noise's origin, but it had disappeared just as quickly as it started. Wrinkling her brow, the rust hued fae lifted her snout, sniffing at the air, but smelling only the approaching snow; How strange..! What had it been, a howl? She was some ways away from the Woodland borders, but maybe..? It hadn't really sounded like a howl though, but then what? Tilting her head, she stood completely still, holding her breath, trying to hear it again in the distance... Word count: 851 Thoughts ”Speech” |
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