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Ai mowed slowly through the trees the wind was ruffing his abnormal long fur making his sent drift further away. But the fact that the wind was giving him away was not what made his sent prickle whit fear. His fear had far deeper roots, he was lost and had no idea how to get back to the rest of his family. And talking about the family his father where going to have his fur in his den if he did not find a way back soon. And even if he did get back he feared for what would happen then. I told you did I not? You mowing in the wrong direction dirt brain! It, the voice in his mind, told him of whit arrogance. He felt his blood boiled as It kept on telling him how far of he was how uses he was and yet it was right, was it not? He had always been told he was god for nothing, that he was a broken tool. He had no purpose and yet he kept on going, why? He did not know why, only that he had not the courage to end his life himself. He had tried, standing on the edge looking down in to the deep berthing in the cold air as it almost dragged him down, but he had mowed away and returned to his family. Returned to the pain of life.
Ai let out a sigh as the voice for the thousandth time reminded him how uses he was before growling of it, or himself "could you just keep your jaw shut for five minutes?" and for the first time in way to long his mind became quiet. And he felt his mussels relax and allowed himself to let out another sigh as he sat down closing his eyes just for a second allowing himself to take in the quietness. The fear about binge lost also seemed to weekend as It had diapered. He opened his eyes looking up in to the sky wondering what it would be like to be a bird. Free from the ground free to go where ever you wanted up there in the sky. He smiled of hi smiled of himself that would truly be nice he thought for himself, but a far to known voice interrupted him see that what I mean try to stay in reality in steed of dreaming you life away. Who knows if you stopped binge such a runt. Who knows maybe you could even impress Garmr he found as It started talking again and he flopped down on to his belly
Ai looked out in to the trees while It kept on babbling about how useless he was. And for every word he felt the hope and peace from earlier slip out through his fur an in to the ground as the fear, which It had no trouble of awakening, crawled in to his bones making a shiver run down his spine. But it did not take long before It seemed to silence as a new scent filed the air. It wasn’t a pack wolf that much Ai could tell but who it was he had no idea about as he stumbled back on to his legs trying to determine where the stranger was. The scent was weak thanks to the wind blowing against him and weakening the scent, but Ai felt fear and worry run through his body as he brazed himself for what was to come next.
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Ai mowed around facing the Dark stranger who emerge from the trees. Ai felt how adrenalin made his blood boil the Stranger was huge. He watch as the Stranger held his body high and by reflex he back away his tail retuning to its normal posse between his legs and ears led down. garmr is goner kill you if he ever find out you submitted yourself to one of his muddy creatures. It mocked him as he forced his body to take the unaccustomed posse of dominance razing his tale and allowing his ears to stand up while his canines where shown trough his black lips. Tough his scent was far from strong it was clouded by fear he was no fighter all his life had he been a punching back and he had never reserved any proper fighting training. He tried his hardest to not look scared but his body witch seemed slenderer tanks to his long fur was in reality just thin from him having the ranking of Omega his entire life.
Ai tried hopelessly to star at the strangers ice blue eyes but due to the fact that he only had one god eye and an enormous blind spot to his left he soon gave up. Focusing on a spot just between the strangers eyes. "Who are you?" he question as his voice strangely did not fail him tough his sent was still of. He watch the black wolf trying to get his fear under control trying to seem power full tough he doubted it helped after all he was nothing, a broken tool. Something witch there was no furthered use for. And without his family he would never find purpose. He might be the one who had to play decoy or be a punching back when Vali or garmr was pissed, but it was better the this. All alone Ai had no reason to live he had always been a prisoner, a slave, to his family bloodline. Yeah that’s right your wroth nothing, you a pawn a pawn witch duty is to obey the king. And where is you king Ai? yeah that’s right he is somewhere far away happy that you are gone it made his body tremble, was he rely useless, had his father really just abandoned him? It would not be a surprise his family had never seen him worthy of their time.
Ai gave up even if the stranger killed him at least he would no longer be in the way of Garmr’s planes. He lowered his tail and ears and replied to the question he had been given earlier "It" he did not say anything ells, what should he say it wasn’t like It had a name or shape it was like a deep hole where he balanced on the weary edge.
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Instinctively, it seemed, the other man's posture submitted to Gent, and he had to say; he enjoyed watching others bow to him. However, the display didn't last. Just as suddenly, the wolf before him attempted to show dominance, defying him with everything he could muster. Gent's blue eyes widened with anger, and a snarl curled his lips as his tail raised even high, black fur bristling. Aggression, now, was the word best used to describe the 2-year-old, but he also observed, allowing this kid one more chance to return to his place and submit. It was clear to see that dominance felt incredibly, nervously awkward to the grayscale wolf. He clearly was not fit for such a role; his body ragged and damaged. Gent noticed the useless eye, the quivering in his stance, and then finally, it all collapsed and once more he tucked his tail and averted his gaze. |
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Ai felt a shiver run down his spine as the dark strangers aggression made his blood freeze. But soon the stranger seemed to calm down and a mental note was made in Ai’s head. This man was much like his father, if you did what they wanted you would survive if not oh well. But anyway the stranger gave him no name or any kind of lead to how he was.
Ai wonder why the stranger had not just attacked him or at least shown dominance by force. He was so use to binge a pouncing back and a chewing toy that he did not know how to respond to this Black wolf. He felt strange strangely, not sickly, but like he was not just a burden not a mistake witch should have been erased at birth. He felt alive, for the weary first time he felt alive. And he trusted this wolf this wolf who was powerful, and yet somehow Ai found him merciful as well. His question caught him of guard, he had never told anyone about It only had he been found strange and useless by his family. font color="391259">"It tells me that he don’t need my anymore, that Garmr is happy that I am gone, that the burden have been taken away from the family" he felt his voice crumble whit sorrow and for the first time anger. Anger over that his family did not want him, but soon drifted away after all he had been the one to wander to fare away.
Ai looked at the dark male and even though he had not answered his last question he still gave him a new one "Pleas could you at least tell me the way back to the red hills?." he need to go home maybe garmr would not kill him before they had caught that Oak tree bend wolf. your so useless. It seemed to be silent after the last comment and he relaxed a little that was one problem out of the way, at least for now.
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OOC: No problem! Whatever you need Ai to do is fine with me, it's just Gent's character to try and make others dependent on him. ^^ Also, is Ai asking about Fireweed Rise? Or Dragonfly Fen? I'm not overly familiar with all the territories ^^; |
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Ai felt his own tension float away as the black wolf agreed to help him find a way back to his family. He wondered for a moment before nodding he too had been alone. "okay why not." Ai wondered for a moment if he should give up his name tough he saw no need for that, the stranger had not asked for it. And so far there was no need for his name, after all he was so unaccustomed to it even binge used. He had almost always been refereed to as runt, or other names like that. He allowed his brown eye to travel over the body of the stranger, his dark fur as something ells sins most of Ai’s own family had a light or dark silvery fur. He also looked in to the strangers eyes they had an ice blue color, cold and yet not evil. Ai sat down still creeping his ears laid down and his tail stuck close in to his body sins he did not want to sit on top of it if he could go without having to
Ai shifted a little on himself so that the dark man would be standing halfway in his blind spot. "So, don’t you have any where to return to?" Ai asked referring to if the male had any family or pack. Wondering what had driven this wolf to walk alone. He seemed strong and the kind of wolf who would easily earn his respect among the higher ranking. And yet he also did not seem like a wolf he would like submitting himself to some one ells. Ai wondered if maybe that was the kind of son his father had wanted, and not a runt like himself. He felt that this man was a shadow of his father his king. And yet they were nothing alike, this wolf seemed so much more calm and less evil. Ai felt as if he was whit a member of his family, witch kind of felt strange to him. This male was something ells and he kind of wanted to know more about him. He wanted to know his name, and if he had anywhere to call home, if he had another life than Ai. but his many wonders was not whit out reason. He believed that I he could learn to be like the dark wolf, than maybe just maybe he could make Garmr look at him just once and his eyes would not be field whit hate and disgust but pride.
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OOC: Oh, okay! |